Final Examination Countdown.......

Assalamualaikum & Good Day everyone (^_^) 

After a long.. long... long hiatus, i managed to open this blog of mine and write to my hearts content. well, actually write something. haha.. 

things have been very hectic and busy to the fact that i felt drained but i wouldn't let that stop me from finishing my works. As a student to me my duty is more to my studies. Gah! i can't wait for the semester holidays to come. The best part is that Ramadhan month is comingggg (^_^)

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Mudah-mudahan kita sempat dipertemukan dengan bulan yang mulia ini. I don't hope for anything much except the forgiveness of Allah SWT. Looking back on the things that happen in this semester, I felt a lot of changes going through. For the better or worse, i don;t want to judge. Ambil yang jernih & buang yang keruh. I became more aware of the responsibilities that i need to do here at home and in campus as well. 

Final examination is around the corner. As the students in my class use to say, the nearer the end of lecture week comes, the stress level also shoots up. With last minute presentations, assignments, quizzes and test all over the schedule its a no wonder everyone becomes cranky and go all incredible hulk. Yep, it's normal... lagi-lagilah yang kena dengan member yang x cun punya orang. How to survive the few last weeks of class? well, there's not much to say. It depends on a lot of things on how you cope with it actually.

The only advice and tips i can give is:

Number 1

Don't worry about other things that are bringing you down. Worry first about the critical task and works you need to finish on the spot. Even if it means breaking a few hearts (though i discourage any of you to take that measure. still work is work) DO NOT PROCRASTINATE! its a taboo in my dictionary to procrastinate on a job or related task. Even if you think you can do it alone, still  i suggest go and get help. Work with your team. Don't work against the flow. Get them to understand and finish what you guys have started. Though it doesn't look good but its the right thing to do. if they still don't understand, then do your thing.. (punch them in the face for all i care!... or just report to the lecturer) (use that only in the last result). It's your marks you have to do something about it...

Number 2

Its not about taking people down to get up or be smarter than the rest. Its about handling responsibilities with total action. Don't talk or nag but you yourself don't do the work. I see a lot of the students like this. in the end i'm the only one doing the work. It's the last week and everyone's cranky and stressed up. You have to keep your composure and remain at least calm. Bawa banyak-banyak2 zikir and istighfar. Doa banyak-banyak supaya dipermudahkan Allah semua urusan. Its not good to fight over things. People can be difficult to handle sometimes but that doesn't mean that they can step on you. You have to be fair and remind them of their responsibilities.  Negotiate with them in a good way that will give both parties a win-win situation. 

Number 3

Each individual is different and so is their capacity to handle things. I believe that all people are unique in their own way. Some are born smart while some struggle for excellence but failed multiple times (macam aku je... haha. just kidding). Allah has His ways when He wants to teach us. I learned that the hard way. When you start your journey in anything that you do, remind yourself back why you started it in the first place and why you want to finish it. You will see the bigger picture... look back to the objectives... I like challenges sometimes. During the meeting of the freshmen last year in Kem Permai, i did a lot of obstacle race. At first i thought obstacle race... huh... how am i going to get pass that? With a little help, i managed to overcome it all and dared myself to do something that i thought i wouldn't do like climbing a 3 feet obstacle. (I'm afraid of heights) God, i don't want to remember that.. yet it feels nice that i can accomplish something. So should you... no matter how hard the task is, you can do it. Have faith in yourself and Allah... You never know your potential until you try. =)

Number 4

You can't expect things to be perfect. No one is perfect and everyone makes mistakes but they also have the power to change that. The choice is in their hands....Learn from experience. Now i have been teamed up with people who are worse than a group of orcs that tries to attack Dale... A lot. It's a good thing i know their moves and so with that i use it to my advantage. You cannot change people but you can certainly help to make them realize that if you still act like a crap you are not going anywhere. That's why it is important to choose your members of the team wisely. Still if we end up with problematic people its not the end of the world, just not yet. You have to play the key role as the leader and do your part to guide them. Don't let them step on you or boss you around. Instead you are going to set things straight. You can voice your opinions but not to the extent to break hearts. Tegur dengan cara yang berhemah. In time they themselves will come to understand. Be mature and set a good example to them. They soon will see that they too want to succeed. Still you can't change people but you can be a great example and help others to achieve success...

Well, i guess that's just about the ramble. Things are a little cloudy from where i stand but that won't dampen my spirits to strive for success. Life can be difficult but with a little bit of hope and faith in Allah and in yourself, InShaaAllah... you will make it through. =) =) Believe in Allah and believe in your strength. You cannot change the past but you can certainly change the future and that all starts by living life to the fullest here, in the present... Till then dear readers =) 

Wasalam...

P/S: I may not write for a while because i am sitting for my final exam soon. InShaaAllah, i'll try to write when the semester holiday comes... =)

Some Semester Indeed....

Assalamualaikum & Good Day...

September the 2nd... wow, really that long huh. Anyways, i've been very busy with the studies and i have no time to enjoy myself. Last semester i did not do well for my exams and the bad part of it was i had to repeat two subject. Well, first semester isn't always the greatest...

New semester cam and heck these past few months have been HELL! oh... yes indeed. At least i get to finish and redeem myself with a bang. As much as i like to rant about what's going on for the past months but i'm afraid i have to cut it short. i don't like to go to the details too much in here. Anyways, this semester has been awkward yet pleasant.

My classes are still the same except that i had to repeat two subjects and which means i had to join in with the junior students class. At first it was so awkward because they look at you as if you came from another planet. I mean,  really? (-_o).... From time to time, they all got used to my presence and it was okay. they were all nice people... and i hope they stay that way. The only thing that sometimes bugs me is grouping. Well, i'm not really keen in socializing and probably that's why i'm always labeled as a lone ranger in campus... i guess. 

I still remember though.. i'm now in my 4th semester but because i repeated two subjects i can only register for only four courses since my credit hours were a little low. Somehow, it feels like diploma again. My classmates that are in the same batch as i am, well... they are nice people yet... i feel rather like an outcast whenever i'm around them. I don't mind really... i'm used to it. But, sometimes i do think that it's nice to have a company once in a while. This semester, they all went overseas for an academic trip. I didn't get to go because i did not take the subject required the same as they did. I'm happy they got home safe and sound. I'm not really keen on flying so i hope next semester's academic trip does not involve with flying. (O_O)...

And there comes another memory where we had to organize the faculty dinner party. It was a wonderful night for everyone but not for me....Our faculty dinner's theme was masquerade so everyone was required to wear a mask. I did not like the mask that my sister made for me. It was really nice of her to made it for me. i thank her but it was not necessary. In the end i did not wear it because the mask made me look like the Phantom of the Opera gone wrong. Not to mention my plus size outfit. Allah, have mercy upon me......  Everything was fine for me that night that is until someone accidentally knocked a classmate of mine's mask. it was a Darth Vader mask and oh God... the crack was big. I happen to be standing near and the last person to hold that thing. before that, i placed the mask near the reception table but someone accidentally knocked it over and it fell down. 

(Sigh)... all of us were shocked but not as shocked as i was as i saw the mess. Even if it wasn't my fault but i felt that everyone thought the fault was mine. I'm not the kind of person to run away from a problem instead i try to find a solution to overcome it. So i told him about it. he accepted my apology but it did not make me feel nice. Even if it's not my fault... i felt guilty about it anyway... I didn't really enjoy the party that night. In fact, it happen to be the worst dinner party i ever attend in my life... the worst ever. The video presentation was suppose to be the highlight of the event but truth be told, it hurts not only my own feelings but some people as well. Oh well, I don't really fit in that much with people anyway....In the end, a loner is still alone...

Despite the boring routine and the increase of loneliness in my life i still find things that i'm still able to smile about. Though life is tough.... it stills shows me it's pleasant side. I'm thankful for that. I'm content with everything. I'm not really alone because i know i still have Allah  and my family and those who i deem friends in my life. Alhamdulillah.... I thank Allah for everything... 

Final exams are coming up and i have to study in order for me to get my CGPA up again. I pray that may Allah ease everything for me and my classmates. I may not write for a while but i'll try to write as often as i can and keep you posted. Well, that's all from this writer. Till then dear readers... =)

Wasalamualaikum... =)

A Whole New Life and Adventure.....

Assalamualaikum & Good Day everyone =)

Waaaahhh... its been a while since i've posted something in this little blog of mine. Actually things have been quite rough since the past two months. Heck, its been quite a ride.

On the month of march, I got an opportunity to continue my studies in Degree level. Even though the course wasn't the one i wanted but all is well. Because my application of appeal came out ratherr late, I entered the university during the second week of march. Since then, everything in my life has been rather fast paced. Believe me, if i didn't say it wasn't fast paced i'd be scribbling a lot in here by then.

My first week was hell, my third was easy but my fourth was itchy. I did not stay in the university's hostel though in fact i stayed with my sister and her friends at a rental house just above the other shop houses. A lot of the students here also stayed at this kind of place. It wasn't good but not bad either. I'm content anyway =) The campus? well, My course was at the new campus so, i now study at the new campus. Its big and i like the architecture. I felt as if i am studying in Shah Alam campus already.

The classes? Well, they're okay except for the part where the assignments came in. I have only a month to do all three assignments before the start of the first week of June. That'll be the day when things get hard because the final exams starts within that month and other common test as well.  So far, life as a Degree student have their ups and downs but I'm used to it. Being the eldest in the class really got me some reality check that i need to finish this Degree and hopefully no repeats! Amin.... (-.-).....

Oh, By the way, My parents decided to demolish our house and build a new one. So.... we're movin out! (^_^)... So many new things, new life, new home and new things to explore. I've put my past behind me... Now is the time to focus on what is important. I also want to be successful like my friends and other people. Degree life is so different and its not like Diploma or school. It's a survival of the fittest over here. Especially when you are grouped with the talented and the intelligent ones.

Anyways, i don't want to talk to much. I'll just let the pictures do all the talking. I'll write to you soon. Now, i have to get to class. My class starts at 4:30 until 6:30. I know, crazy right....the tiredness, i get that all the time eversince i came here.....well, till then dear readers, Wasalamualaikum...

First day ( this was actually inside a study room next to the library. I could not find any empty class so lepak2 here for a while la..

The panoramic view of the new youth floor of the new campus. Hmm... pretty cool i guess... :)

A visit to the old campus. Gosh i miss the place. Upon my arrival they were having a Closing Ceremony of the Co Co-curriculum Festival

I have to say, I hate heights and weak with stairs. Thank goodness there's an elevator. 

During class... No matter how boring or dull it can get, one must keep on staying awake... (((O_O)))

Ah, ha! here's a story. I took this picture while i was on the bus. Due to many passengers i had to squeeze myself in in order to catch a ride. I cannot afford to miss any because my class starts at 8.00 a.m. EVERYDAY...(-_-) I still cant imagine how are we degree students will fit in the bus when the diploma students starts their semester... Sardine giler weiiii!!!

Team building for newcomers. more like getting to know the freshmens...

The view on the bus after a long and tiring day. Actually team building was pretty okay not in a way that i imagine the boringness of the camp and all. It was worth it. Actually, that day also has its anniversary... it was actually the anniversary of my last day of practical training. So, yes... the sad one was gone and a new memory emerge.... :)

Argh!! Itchy here and itchy there. Believe me dears, the last thing you want is disease spreading all over your body when you are studying. I got reaction on my skin. At first i thought it was some sort of a skin disease so i decided to go to the clinic for some medication. It took a while for it to heal. I even had to go to the hospital for treatments. So far... not so good. It did began to disappear during the mid term break when i was at home but when i return to the university, it came back... so not liking it...(-_-'')

These are my classmates (^_^) We're having our faculty team building actually and all new students had to participate. 

game in session

Swimming in the murky water. Because i was still having reaction on my skin i did not participate in the game. Hahaha, when we got to our next pit stop, everyone smells like fish and muddy water. I nearly vomited due to the smell. Urgh...I can't take it (>.<) they smell... bau bau...heheheheheee

This is our flag. More like team banner. P/S: I drew them... ;)

Back Again :D!!

Assalamualaikum & Good Day dear readers (^_^)!!!!

Alhamdulillah, after a few weeks of harsh examinations finally the long awaited semester holiday arrives!!. I can totally focus on what i want to do from now. But, there is also a flaw. Recently i asked my juniors regarding whether or not they received any news regarding the place of their choice for practical training. I was quite worried when quite a number of people had already got their permissions from the company of their choice to undergo practical training since i have not yet received any news about the place i choose. Other than that, there are a few students who are in the same position as i am but we try not to let those news bring our hopes down.

I applied back at my old place but there seemed to be no reply. I did not want to pressure anyone especially my lecturer because she will be giving birth. As expected she is already taking maternity leave and i wonder to whom we should contact. The last time I see my lecturer was two weeks before the final examination. My sister told me that the first thing that i should do is go to my academic adviser for help. The thing is she too is not present. (Sigh).... This are a few things that i wish to avoid during holidays. Thinking about it gives me more stress than examination. To add to my misery, she told me if  I don't act quick, I might do my practical training in campus! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

For nine semester I'm stuck in one place. this will be my last and I do not plan to stay there again.(>.<) (SIGHHHH).... This will be my fifth and last year before i can really graduate. I want to move on as well. I pray to Allah Taa'la that may all goes well after this. I hope to receive a feedback from either my academic adviser or my lecturer.

The rest that happen throughout the month I'll leave it for the picture to tell. As they say, picture is worth thousands of words....enjoy :)

The end of ECO120 test :DD. Actually this pic kita curi2 ambik

Presenting, the all you can cook rice cooker. ngehx3

Here's a story to tell. Actually its an ordinary rice cooker that my friend got from her brother. She bought it inside the hostel so that we can cook something. Besides, we were in a tight financial position since everyone did not receive their allowance yet. The rice cooker is one of the few electrical appliances that students in my campus cannot bring into the hostel. Well, some students do not exactly follow the rules. Don't blame me, i'm no the one who bought it. I was actually quite worried since there have been blackouts happening recently in our block. Due to that, the college authorities started to spot check one room after the other. Our room was no exception and to add to the panic mode, the people in the room did not pay for the electrical appliances for this semester.

Masha'Allah, my heart was beating rather fast as i heard their footsteps coming. My friend's eyes widen and the both of us quickly hide all the necessary stuff before the authorities come. I was an illegal student and i do not want my friend to take the blame for bringing an illegal to stay in the hostel. (There are currently five people in one room..when there is actually suppose to be two). I took my friend's book and pretended to study for examination. The funny thing is, my friend is not in the same course as i am. I am an office student whereas she is a political science. hahahaa... you can imagine me trying to memorize political studies book in which by the way is not my field. The authorities questioned my friend a lot and the other one searched about the room for any high voltage appliances. Because the lady questions too much i sort of bud in by pretending that i had lost all my ideas that i was suppose to answer for the upcoming exam in the afternoon. Due to that, they let us go and went to the next room. Alhamdulillah....we manage to escape. Fewwh!!

After that incident my friend brought back the rice cooker home. That was indeed scary and i have never felt so alarmed in my life. Lesson learn here is always pay the electrical appliance when you have to. No need for me to worry about that since they do not give hostels to part eight and above anyways. Scary but funny. My friends actually laugh for my act. they say it was a close call. If i did not bud in, they probably will be kicked out.

hahahahaha(>.<,)...our 'lesung batu' also known as mortar. we do not have the exact one so this is the best that we can come up with

Product Done! Our Nasi Goreng Belacan for dinner..Nyumx3...jom makan2 :D

 We made all sorts of dishes using the rice cooker. The one above is nasi goreng belacan. I made some porridge while my friend cook nasi goreng kampung for us in the morning. Believe it, we're actually full after eating them.

The Bilik Simulasi Pejabat. A mess with my account notes!! huhuhuu... By the way, this desktop has also been the very one that i use for almost three years in campus. My favourite spot :) Going to miss it though...

Late night study. There is a boat race happening on that day and mother bought all of us to the hotel to see it from above. I have no time to see it... but my siblings are certainly enjoying it. Kinda envied them. Study first, relax later... Chaiyok!!

The Sarawak Regatta

I was studying for ECO120 because i have a test on the next morning. The uncomfortable thing was, my sister persuade me (more like begged) to sleep with her at her rented house. There were other student there as well. the first and the last i will sleep there. (T_T)... Plus, some of them were quite noisy

Wacana Cinta: Dia Untukku...

Syukur Alhamdulillah, i get to come to a forum where my favourite author was one of the speaker. The speaker is Ustazah Fatimah Syarha and her husband Dr. Farhan. The information is quite useful but the only thing is i cannot hear much when her it was her husband's turn to speak because his voice is a little low. Maybe because i was sitting at the back? I arrived kind of  late that time and had to use the back door to enter. It was my first time coming to the Faculty of Medicine and Health Science of University Malaysia Sarawak. The forum was quite wonderful but i missed getting her autograph because a friend of mine borrowed the book. Oh well, a picture will do...:D

Me and Ustazah Fatimah... Jazakillah ya ustazah..:DD

Snap2..:)

All thanks goes to them. my roommates for this semester. I give them my thanks and May allah forever bless all of you in you journey in this world. I pray that may all of you graduate with success. Byebye guys. Good luck for the exam results!!

Never want to experience that pain again...alamatnya jangan gelabah..

 Aduh2...cobaaan before exam. I accidentally sprained my ankle. The story goes like this. After I finished washing my clothes and other laundries, i thought of hanging them outside since the day is sunny and good. As i walked down the stairs, i saw a technician walked out from the first floor level door. Then i heard the college authorities voice coming. I  was an illegal and I don't want to be catch especially by them. My mistake was I sort of panicked and then comes the pain. My dismay comes as they gathered to see what bumpy noise they heard. They asked if i was okay and i nodded (The pain hurts!!!). as they walked away, i quickly hang my clothes outside and rushed back into my room. I placed some ointment to ease the pain. The pain on my ankle is gone but the pain on my back hurts till now. I really need to see a doctor after this...(-___-'') (sapa suruh kecoh...ni la akibatnya. dahlah nak exam.) cobaan...

The end of ACC100 final exam. nie pun gambar curi2.

Had a chance to go to the beach!! :D i went here with my family the day after i finished my ACC100 final exam

 Well, that's all from me to you on the updates during the end of September and the month of October. I'll try to write more soon. Till then dear readers...:D

Wasalamualaikum...

Examination & nearing the end of ninth semester

Assalamu’Alaikum & Good Day Everyone (^_^)

Been busy lately since the month of final exam is just around the corner. All of the diploma students will be starting our final exam on the 2^nd of October 2012. I hope to nail this one because if I fail I have to repeat another semester. I certainly don’t want that to happen. My last hurdle for the ninth semester is Economics and Accounting.

Alhamdulillah, things are getting better but tough at the same time. I don’t mind since I like challenges. The thing is, I have to put in extra more effort to get my CGPA up. (Sigh). I know it’s not going to be an easy one but hey, it’s better to do something about it rather than nothing. All my life, I never achieve something great unlike all the people inside my life. All in all, it takes passion and mostly effort. I do not want to be labeled as the senior who repeated again and again in my life existence! I also want to be like everyone else.

I envied others but in a good way. Few of the people in my life had already achieved their dreams. One of them was in the same tuition school as I was. He now studied medicine and will be a doctor soon. Another one is now a assistant director of a company and it hit me when we use to fool around when we were kids! My sister had already started degree and is in her second semester. Plus, she’ll be assisting her faculty club soon. Dunno what post will she get but that’s an achievement. Not many can get a post especially in faculty clubs let alone if you are a repeater.

Two weeks left before my class for this semester ends. Time files when you are having fun and being busy. It feels as if yesterday I came back again at campus. Within these two weeks, I am staying with my friend. They have been so friendly and I thank them all from the bottom of my heart. May all of us pass our examination this semester with flying colors.

Accounting class is not really boring. It just needed a little bit of a twist. One time, I tried so hard to stay awake and try not to look bored. The lecturer stopped lecturing and asks the students…

“Okay, who’s feeling bored, raise up your hand.” He said. Everyone looked at one another.

I accidentally said …“What?” He turned to me.

“Are you bored?” He asked. I said nothing and pray that he did not notice that I was actually sleepy just now.

“You, stand up.” He said to me. I stood up and feeling rather nervous. Shit! I’ve done it this time. of all days, why today?

“You go and run quickly to the canteen and buy me some refreshment.” He said. I stood there rather blankly. He said what now? I already notice that the students in my class were giggling in a low voice.

“What drink do you want me to buy sir?” I asked him.

“Iced Milo and make it quick.” And with that I ran to the canteen and bought him one. Luckily he was the one who gave the money if not, I had to pay. Speaking of payment, the drink cost RM1.40 but he only gave me RM1.00. I had to run back to the class and demand 40 cents or else it will be on my head. (Sigh). 

 

Ah well, another memory to add into my memory box.  From here onwards I promise myself that I will try to stay awake in class regardless of how boring the teaching may be. (-_-‘’). Economic class is going rather smooth but I must say that we apparently will not be having a new lecturer since the semester is coming to an end. YAY! Our old lecturer is still around and it is good news for me since I like the way she teaches. It makes me understand better about what I am learning. I'm so going to win this game!

Determine to win this battle!!! Gambatte!!!

Anyways, I may not be blogging and writing for a while since I want to focus more on my upcoming final exams. Insya’Allah, I will return after the examinations over. I I can nail this I can finally go for my practical training!! Speaking of practical training, I already submitted my resume to the previous organization where I once work (for about a week) but after that, I changed my mind and add another one just in case if the first one does not have any vacancy in their department. All in all, I pray that may everything goes well. I really2 want to end this and move on with my life…

Me in studying mode..eh? bukan online ke? ...:p...pfft..hehe....

Wish me luck and pray for me everyone (^_^)….

Till then dear readers!

Wasalamu’Alaikum….

咲くバラのつぼみ...

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good Day dear readers :)

Going back to campus after the holidays is not really my thing but guess what, we have at least four more weeks left before the big examination. (((O____O)))...Argh! so not to my liking...
 

\Anyways, the lecturers and students will be very busy within these few weeks since we all need to cover up all chapters before the final exam. Not to mention, i have to submit my resume. I can't believe it! four more weeks and two hurdles and i'll be free again. Well, um...not entirely...hehe. I still have one more semester to go and that is continuing my practical training.

There is a catch there though. Now, we've all have those days when we're stuck between two choices or more. Well, my choice is not like any average kind of choices. It's like choosing between a roasted chicken and a watermelon. The thing is, I do have the intentions to continue back my practical training at my previous company but going to another place seemed to be more interesting. Even if its just one week, i seemed to understand the concept of my previous company. Don't get me wrong, i love that place very much but...my heart seemed to tell me to move on. Besides, its no guarantee if they immediately picked you to work for them again anyway...I just send my resume...small chance of success...wallahualam....

To be on the safe side, i placed in another organization in which i want to undergo my practical training. Although the place does sound a little oblivious to me but having five years of experience of what i encounter and learn in campus, I'll think I'll be just fine. I like learning and experiencing new things. I longed for an adventure and i know that the working world is not like what it seems. I entrust everything to Allah Taa'la for he holds the best provisions for us. Bertawakal dalam hati....


Anyways, this is all that i can write so far. I may go on a hiatus for a while because i want to focus on my upcoming final exam next month. Don't worry, i'll update again soon..:)

Till then dear readers!

Wasalamu'Alaikum...:D

 

Mumble this..mumble that....

Assalamu'Alaikum & good day dear readers(-.-,)...

First of all, I apologize for not updating. Its been a while and my time to be busy has just begun. Assignments have already flooded me and its not an easy one to finish. Especially if it concerns calculations. Yep, I admit that i'm a little poor on that side but nonetheless, i love the subject. =) Its fun!.

Last week and this week i receive news from my ECO120 lecturer that she will be leaving soon. I had so much fun learning from her and it pains me to see her leave. This our class also receive news from my ACC100 lecturer that he'll be leaving as well. I also had fun learning with him. The way both lecturers teach is one thing. My concern is how will our class adapt to the new lecturers. I thank Allah Taa'la very much for all the blessings of knowledge that he gave to me. Alhamdulillah, learning accounting and economics have been smooth lately. I use to hate the subject and now, with the help of my current lecturer, things are better.

Learning has become a little uncomfortable these days. Not because of the subject but the new lecturer...well, the way he speaks makes me yawn...seriously. Most of us in class tried to stay awake in his presence but ended up with our eyes half closed. I respect him very much but come on, please make learning more interesting. Sometimes, failure is not only occurs because of not paying attention in class but how the person teaches also affects the marks.

If things keep up like this at this rate, I'll be seeing ACC100 again next semester. NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (NOT GOING TO HAPPEN)

Well, that's all the ramblings that i can jot down for this post....

Wasalam....

Practical Training...Supp Paper & the list goes on

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good Day dear readers...(-_-)....

This post is going to be a bit long as it will cover some of the things that happened in a while....

It has been a dream of mine to finish my diploma ever since i started this course. But Alas, Allah has more plans for me than i had for myself. In fact, i almost lose hope like things were never meant to be...Who am i to judge what is going to happen and who am i to defy. O Allah, please forgive me for all the past sins that i have done for your blessings is the only thing i seek....

Last week, I was so worried regarding my supplementary examination result was not yet out. This is because if my supp paper result did not turn out like it seems, i have to go back to campus to repeat another semester. I MOST DEFINITELY CANNOT TAKE THAT!!!! Either way, i want to end this...i really, really do. Too long i have been stuck in a cage (Campus). I call it a cage because it suits the title. I never really had a good university life...much.

Back to the story, when i called my lecturer and inform her my problems, she told me to just go to the organization and go for practical training. I did as i was told even with a worried heart. What will become of me there? the dreadful thing that i was thinking i hope not to make any mistake on my first day. I arrived around 7:30. I had to wait for a while until my friend came so that wee can go to report ourselves together. The place where i applied is the place where my grandfather used to work. I sort of followed in his footsteps. Me and a friend of mine report ourselves at the Human Resource Department. My friend got the post at the Higher Education Department  which is at level one and I was placed at the Quality & Practical Department, that's on level 2 of the building. 

This is the compartment where i sit. To tell you the truth..i missed it dearly...

We were given a tour around the building and then we went to our designate department. My Department was probably the happiest place where I've ever worked. The whole level was like a one big department. Besides the Quality Department, there was also the Human Resource, Financial and Public Sector & Corporate department on level 2. The boss office is in front while the workers have their own compartment. I was placed at the end of the room. To my surprise, my table was the only one facing behind unlike the others. That compartment of mine was very near to the pantry and the exit door. (Between you and me, I love my place very much). In front of me was a photostat machine. behind me was Mr. Jeff and on my left was Mr. Nizam. In front of him was Kak Mim. On my first day, i did not know exactly what i was suppose to do.

Luckily, Kak mim, one of the workers kindly show how things are handle here in the office. I got along well with the others. It felt nice to have companions once in a while. I'm not the type of person that concerns myself with people much since I've always been much of a recluse. But its practical training, i have to cast that lone ranger attitude and start mix with others. Kak Mim is one of the Quality and Practical Department workers including, abg nazriq, and Kak Qam. My supervisor is Puan Intan. My first impression on her, who is this beautiful lady? really, i cannot believe she is a mother of two and 35 to boot!((O_O))...wow. Next to us is the Public and Corporate Department headed by a senior who was once in the same university as i am. The people in the office were very nice and wonderful indeed & i enjoyed my time there.:D

Alas, What happen is the will of Allah and only He alone is able to make miracles happen.Whatever happens, i was thankful for it....Alhamdulillah...Truly...deep in my tiny heart...I am truly incandescently happy and content to Allah S.W.T for everything. For the first time in my life, I felt myself having another reason to move forward once more. This is something that i like to call happiness of a dream.

One thing i know though, All these years, I never stopped praying.... I always pray to Allah S.W.T that may one day we meet again.  

Everything happens is the will of Allah S.W.T. and they each have their own purpose. I believe, our meeting again has its purpose too. Alas, i was caught with the flow of time and my supplementary paper, well, i failed. Due to that, i have to go back to campus and repeat another semester. Only Allah S.W.T knows how much it broke and tore my heart to pieces. There were times i felt like quitting but....i have a dream!!

I got this far already and i want to end this. I don't want to cry or weep about how dull and stupid i am. I'll turn this problem into an opportunity to fix myself. I'm going to be better because i don't want to give up.This is Allah S.W.T trial for me and everything happen has its reason. I think its a blessing because, He wants me to realize that there is more that meets the eye. He made me realize that I still have hope to repent and a chance to improve myself even more. I'm so thankful of His blessings. This is not a defeat nor is it the end. its something that i like to call adventure of another beginning....until time stops for me, my only wish is...that may Allah S.W.T bless me in everything I do..Amin...:)


Back to the story, I went back to the office to hand in my badge. I told my supervisor about my exam result  and they were quite shock actually since it was hard to let me go. I told them, it's alright, I'll be back again. Insya'ALLAH.... I have yet to experience a lot of things in that organization and working has never been this wonderful. I'll be back in the middle of November this year to pursue back my practical training at the same organization. It's not goodbye. I also have yet to draw a portrait of my supervisor's family that i promised her. I'll do that later :D..Plus, i also accepted a challenge from one of my colleagues that I'll loose 10 kg and come back looking healthy & slim...(Alright, I accept that challenge!!)


Insya'ALLAH, if Allah S.W.T wills it...we will meet again...So near yet so far....but at least Allah S.W.T has given me hope & something to believe in. 
For Allah S.W.T i leave you for a while. The love that has blossomed inside my heart is a gift from Allah. S.W.T and with that I'll cherish it so that it will not get tarnished by laziness, idle, and the evil whispers of the syaitan & nafsu to bring me down. I do not want to idolize my love for you too much because its your Creator to whom that I should love more. I have a dream and with that, i want to achieve it so that one day, when i am ready, i can reach out to you. If it is our destiny,...then, i leave you in the care of Allah S.W.T. May Allah S.W.T bless our destiny together and our meeting one day. All in all, Put Our Trust In Allah S.W.T. for He is the best planner for all the provisions that we will face from here on..

"Ya Allah, jikalau dia milikku, maka tautkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku keranaMu. Jika dia bukan milikku, damaikanlah hati kami dengan segala ketentuanMu..."

till then dear readers..

Wasalamu'Alaikum...

UiTM's 76th Graduation day!!!

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good day every one(^_^)!!!

On the 16th May 2012 was a memorable day for all the graduating students from UiTM samarahan campus. That day marks the 76th UiTM Convocation Ceremony My sister was no exception. I'm so very2 proud of her!! Congratulations to all graduates. I'll let the pictures do all the talking since they can portray many thousands and thousands of meaning...=D

My sister's Mortarboard and Graduation robe. They have ranking system for the graduation robe apparently. This robe is for the diploma students, but for the degree as well as PhD level, they have different design.

 The graduates came out of the hall after the reception was over

The Students who got the ANC award (Dean's List in every semester)

Our Office Management Girls!!!

The scene around Youth Floor

Of mothers and daughters

My sister and her roommate plus classmate and course mate

The four tomodachi!!

Farisha's Graduation Bear =D...

My twin sister on her graduation day..=D

Congratulations to my sister, my friends and all the graduates who graduated this day. Insya'ALLAH next will be my turn (O.^,)...

That's all from me right now. I will update to you soon. till then dear readers 

Wasalamu'Alaikum warahmatullah...=D