Welcoming September

Carrie Underwood - I'll Stand By You

I somehow got a little addicted to hearing the lyrics of this song... No matter, it does get me going when the going gets tough.... :)

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothin' you confess, could make me love you less

I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You're feelin' all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you

I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Yeah

Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you

I'll stand by you
No, no, no, no, no

Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you

Gearing up for the new semester

Assalamualaikum & Good Day everyone....

First of all I'm so sorry for not posting anything  for the last few month. I've been very busy and hell yeah things does not look good from where i stand. Alhamdulillah, everything is over but....next week will begin the new semester for us degree student here. 

So far, i'm not looking forward for the new semester since my examination result did not turn out well....hurmmm... i can't argue with that because a lot has going on. Plus, to add to my misery, family problems chipped in during my final examination. I don't want to talk about it because every time I'm reminded of it my blood boils so much that i could feel my heart's about to burst in anger. 

I do have to say, I am grateful for one thing though. At least i get to have a roof on top of my head later... i hope. My situation since the last couple of month is a bit tough. My house was invested by some unwanted beings and to add the potpourri, a little bit 'hal ehwal rumah tangga' occurs too. The situation got bad and it left me and my family retreating to my grandparents house for safety. So, now i'm, let's just say temporary homeless... I just hope i can get a room at the hostel next week... i really, really need it.... I can't stand being here any longer....

I miss my old house at the kampung so much. My father refuse to fix it (which add to my rebel) and said that it's better to live here instead. It's not that i don't like staying at my grandparent's house but.... if it means being treated like trash by your own family then its better to go. Why stay when people don't want you to be there in the first place? 

I tried... tried to put up with everything in that household. Really... But if there's no cooperation among each other then its no more miss nice girl! 

I'd stop here. I'll write soon.... I just need a moment to calm myself down...
till then dear readers...

wasalam...