At the bus stop... everyday at the bus stop

Between you and me, I've always been stuck listening to these two songs. I guess it's the song for this semester then.  whenever i got out of the hostel as walk along the pavement until i arrive at the bus stop (where the students use to wait for the bus to come) either of these songs pops in my mind and i eventually ended up listening to it on my phone. Sometimes, i also listens to it while was waiting for the bus to arrive at campus's bus station. Anyway, i kinda like em. =) 

(Romanization)

kkaman bamhaneure

nunbusin byeolbichi muldeulmyeon

nae mamsok byeol hana

sumgyeodun keudael keurijwo

I don’t know why nunmullo keudael jiwonalsurok

jeomjeom seonmyeonghaejineun keudaen.geollyo

Don’t go away gin bam jinago haessal bichulttae

nae sonkeutte geudae on.gi jeonhaejigireul

My everything My destiny

jakkuman na.ui mami keudael hyanghaneyo

nuneul tteumyeon deullyeojwoyo

nal saranghandan keu mal sweet melody

I don’t know why nunmullo keudael jiwonalsurok

jeomjeom seonmyeonghaejineun keudaen.geollyo

Don’t go away gin bam jinago haessal bichulttae

nae sonkeutte keudae on.gi jeonhaejigireul

My everything My destiny

jakkuman na.ui mami keudael hyanghaneyo

nuneul tteumyeon deullyeojwoyo

nal saranghandan keu mal sweet melody

I’m in love with you

I’ve never felt this way

keudaen anayo ireon nae sarangeul

You’ll stay in my heart

Forever more

bami deryeo.ol nae.il na gidarilkeyo

nuneul tteumyeon deullyeojwoyo

nal saranghandan keu mal sweet melody

(Translation)

When the dark night sky is painted with shiny stars

The star in my heart paints a picture of you

I don’t know why

The more I cry you away

You become more clear

Don’t go away

When the night passes and the sun rises

I hope my fingertips can feel your warmth

My everything, my destiny

My heart keeps longing for you

When you wake,

please tell me that you love me

sweet melody

I don’t know why

The more I cry you away

You become more clear

Don’t go away

When the night passes and the sun rises

I hope my fingertips can feel your warmth

My everything, my destiny

My heart keeps longing for you

When you wake,

please tell me that you love me

sweet melody

I’m in love with you

I never felt this way

Do you know how I feel?

You’ll stay in my heart

Forever more

I can’t wait for tomorrow the night will bring

When you wake,

please tell me that you love me

sweet melody

~Fated To Love You OST~

(Romanization)

ireohke joheun nal saramdeul moyeoseo utgo jeulgeowohaneunde

nunmuri heureugo honjaman apaseo neol saenggakhae

amudo mollae andwae keureohke neol swibge itneun.ge

mianhae neo eopsi nan motsal geot gateunde

meokjido jajido mothae

uljido utjido mothae keurae

ireohke joheun nal uri he.eojin nal

useo boryeohaetjiman keuge jal andwae

gwaenchaneun cheok aesseo noryeok hae bwado keuraedo nan

ireohke joheun nal

uri he.eojin nal

chama boryeo haetjiman keuge andwae

haessari neomuna balkeun nal ireohke joheun nal

ireohke apeunde neo ttaemune apa ulgo keuriwo haneunde

useul su eopseoseo honja mannamgyeojyeo neol saenggakhae

amudo molla neon wae keureohke swibge tteonatneunji

eotteohke na eopsi jal sal suga itneunji

harudo itjireul mothae

mae.il nan neoman saenggakhae keurae

ireohke joheun nal uri he.eojin nal

useo boryeohaetjiman keuge jal andwae

gwaenchaneun cheok aesseo noryeok hae bwado keuraedo nan

ireohke joheun nal

uri he.eojin nal

chama boryeo haetjiman keuge andwae

haessari neomuna balkeun nal ireohke joheun nal

(Translations)

On such a good day, people gather and enjoy themselves

Yet I’m the only one in tears, thinking of you with pain

I can’t fool everyone, forgetting you so easily

I’m sorry, I can’t live without you

Can’t eat, can’t sleep

Can’t laugh nor cry, no…

On such a good day, the days when we are apart

I tried to fake a laigh but it didn’t work

I tried hard to pretend everything’s fine, but it didn’t help

On such a good day, the days when we are apart

I tried to hold back the pain, but it didn’t work

On this sunshine-dappled day,

Such a good day

Because of you, I’m in pain like this

Crying and thinking of you

When I think of the way you left me

I can’t even smile anymore

No one knows why you could leave me so easily

How do you live withoug me?

I can’t forget you, even for a day

I think only of you every day, yes…

On such a good day, the days when we are apart

I tried to fake a laigh but it didn’t work

I tried hard to pretend everything’s fine, but it didn’t help

On such a good day, the days when we are apart

I tried hard to hold back the pain, but it didn’t work

On this sunshine-dappled day,

Such a good day…

~Doctor Stranger OST~

Some Semester Indeed....

Assalamualaikum & Good Day...

September the 2nd... wow, really that long huh. Anyways, i've been very busy with the studies and i have no time to enjoy myself. Last semester i did not do well for my exams and the bad part of it was i had to repeat two subject. Well, first semester isn't always the greatest...

New semester cam and heck these past few months have been HELL! oh... yes indeed. At least i get to finish and redeem myself with a bang. As much as i like to rant about what's going on for the past months but i'm afraid i have to cut it short. i don't like to go to the details too much in here. Anyways, this semester has been awkward yet pleasant.

My classes are still the same except that i had to repeat two subjects and which means i had to join in with the junior students class. At first it was so awkward because they look at you as if you came from another planet. I mean,  really? (-_o).... From time to time, they all got used to my presence and it was okay. they were all nice people... and i hope they stay that way. The only thing that sometimes bugs me is grouping. Well, i'm not really keen in socializing and probably that's why i'm always labeled as a lone ranger in campus... i guess. 

I still remember though.. i'm now in my 4th semester but because i repeated two subjects i can only register for only four courses since my credit hours were a little low. Somehow, it feels like diploma again. My classmates that are in the same batch as i am, well... they are nice people yet... i feel rather like an outcast whenever i'm around them. I don't mind really... i'm used to it. But, sometimes i do think that it's nice to have a company once in a while. This semester, they all went overseas for an academic trip. I didn't get to go because i did not take the subject required the same as they did. I'm happy they got home safe and sound. I'm not really keen on flying so i hope next semester's academic trip does not involve with flying. (O_O)...

And there comes another memory where we had to organize the faculty dinner party. It was a wonderful night for everyone but not for me....Our faculty dinner's theme was masquerade so everyone was required to wear a mask. I did not like the mask that my sister made for me. It was really nice of her to made it for me. i thank her but it was not necessary. In the end i did not wear it because the mask made me look like the Phantom of the Opera gone wrong. Not to mention my plus size outfit. Allah, have mercy upon me......  Everything was fine for me that night that is until someone accidentally knocked a classmate of mine's mask. it was a Darth Vader mask and oh God... the crack was big. I happen to be standing near and the last person to hold that thing. before that, i placed the mask near the reception table but someone accidentally knocked it over and it fell down. 

(Sigh)... all of us were shocked but not as shocked as i was as i saw the mess. Even if it wasn't my fault but i felt that everyone thought the fault was mine. I'm not the kind of person to run away from a problem instead i try to find a solution to overcome it. So i told him about it. he accepted my apology but it did not make me feel nice. Even if it's not my fault... i felt guilty about it anyway... I didn't really enjoy the party that night. In fact, it happen to be the worst dinner party i ever attend in my life... the worst ever. The video presentation was suppose to be the highlight of the event but truth be told, it hurts not only my own feelings but some people as well. Oh well, I don't really fit in that much with people anyway....In the end, a loner is still alone...

Despite the boring routine and the increase of loneliness in my life i still find things that i'm still able to smile about. Though life is tough.... it stills shows me it's pleasant side. I'm thankful for that. I'm content with everything. I'm not really alone because i know i still have Allah  and my family and those who i deem friends in my life. Alhamdulillah.... I thank Allah for everything... 

Final exams are coming up and i have to study in order for me to get my CGPA up again. I pray that may Allah ease everything for me and my classmates. I may not write for a while but i'll try to write as often as i can and keep you posted. Well, that's all from this writer. Till then dear readers... =)

Wasalamualaikum... =)