random life...

Assalamualaikum & a very good day to all(^^,)

Fuuuuhhh...lame gak ana x update blog nih. X banyak sesangat al kisah semenjak beberapa minggu nih. Alhamdulillah, kembar ana(kakak), adibah baru je 2 minggu lalu balik ke rumah selepas terperap kat kampus. Dier kat sana join satu program nih ape tu ye?? ah, 3P kalo x silap...(X tau cam mane nak translate kan ketiga2 maksud 3P tuh. akak ana citer yang masa they all duduk exam online, dier fail. Mana tak nyer!! satu kelas pecah rekod, semua fail. Ana bagitau kt dier x pa, sbb masa dier balik time tu ader gak rupa dier down ckit...anyways, kita hanya mampu merancang tetapi Allah yang akan menetukan semuanya...dengan adanya niat, usaha & keikhlasan dalam hati, Insya'Allah kerja boleh jadi lebih senang...tp kalau x, hidup boleh jadi cincai..

Sepanjang minggu nih x banyak aktiviti yang boleh dijalankan. Ana masa cuti nih jadi suri rumah sementara..hehe. X pa, ana pon suke buat keje2 kat umah. Kerja utama ana skarang is jadi bibik... When mum & dad goes to work, ana & siblings ana je tinggal kat umah so x der ape2 sgt nak di buat. Boring? ader jugak...Ana sempat meng-upgrade kan cooking skills ana. Alhamdulillah, ader rahmat gak cuti time nih. Ana experiment mcm2 masakan. rasa tuh..ehehehehee...mak ana puji masakan ana( cewah, ader skill nak jadi calon masterchef lah alamat nya nie(^^,) ) Mak to the rescue lagi...(^^,)...di kala keboringan, mak ana bawak kami pi swimming dekat santubong. to tell you guys the truth, ana dari sejak dulu lagi memang suka swimming but....huhuhuhuhuuu...ana x pandai berenang\(>.<)/. stakat duduk main kat kiddy pool je & tempat mana air rendah....Adik lelaki ana kacau & suka comment on my swimming. he says that the way i swim is quite something out of this world! macam le dier tu pandai sangat!..huhu..memang pon. Seriously, i have to admint my mom says the same thing what my little brother had comment me...(~____~')...x per, nanti dpt gak kalahkan dier dalam lumba berenang jugak!! Mujurlah adik perempuan ana agree to teach me a few moves.

Dalam dua hari lagi genaplah ana & kembar ana berumur___(ehem, hehe malas nak bg tau). Yang penting is I'm very thankful to Allah for still giving me a chance to breath air in this world. A long time a go when I was still a freshman in university, a very wonderful senior of mine once told me that life is like a train that travels from one station to another. One station is like the problems that we faced and once it is over we continue our journey till one day it will run out of engine and finally it meets its end...

Ana bersyukur skali bab masih diberi peluang untuk beribadah di kehidupan ini...There is so many things that I want to do but then again the time i have seems short. When i look back at the past and all the things that i've been through..All i can say is...Masya'Allah. I read an article once saying that never judge a book by its cover. yup i can say that this is true. We must not judge people by how they present. we might never knew what kind of weather they had been through in the past. Who knows? they might be more than just that of what you see in them right now. The Past, it will always haunt me...but, with the Present and Future in my hands, Insya'Allah! I will overcome all obstacles...

thinking of the days that lies ahead scares me at times...i know and feel that i'm way behind the others. Most of my friends have already graduated but i'm still continuing the journey. I take this as a lesson as well as the hope for me to win back my future. I dont really care what others will say ( though at heart i do feel a little sensitive at times) i will finish the task that was assign to me two years ago. My personality or myself may look dull in the eyes of one person..or another, three words. i don't care. Allah is always with me all the way. sometimes the things that i've gone through are good things and i can adapt to them very well...sometimes. I simply tell myself that there is a purpose of my long stay here in campus while all my friends and peers are going to graduate soon. To me, i take it as a blessing from Allah....one of the many reasons are, i still have lots more to improve and prepare before i go out there. I'm thankful to Allah as well because i get to see a different perspective of people and other students from other semesters. i find observing and learning from them were actually good. though we may not be in the same age and there were so many differences, i can manage them well. i don't know what will the outside world will be for me but i hope there will be less argument or the yelling......

okay...ana dah kehilangan kata2 dah... plus, i have just recovered from a sore throat in which, hits my sister a few days ago and now the sore tries to dominate my throat back. Looks like the season of fever had fully never left me...more water, less talk, more typing..;)hehe...

p/s: Ana, Insya'Allah nanti nak pi tengok citer Nur Kasih the Movie. nanti ana post dier punye review. Mak ana pon nak pi tengok jugak. banyak yg kater citer tu best. kena cari time yg sesuai batu dpt tengok. I hope to see the movie next monday or around next week...insya'Allah...=)

wasalam...=)