Happy Chinese New Year 2016

To those  who are celebrating Chinese New Year, (^_^)

I wish you and your family a very Happy Chinese New Year & Happy holidays!!. May this year brings you blessings, good fortune & joy 

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Restriction....

Assalamualaikum & Good Day Everyone...

Ever wonder if you are actually doing the right thing in life?

I do... lots of time... countless...

As I countdown for the coming of the last month of the year 2015, i cannot help but think of the things that i have achieved so far.... so far... none...

for nearly 8 years my life has been prepared for me and i have to do what i am told to do, literally all my life....

To tell you the truth... i don't like it. I don't like it one bit....

Ever since i started this road i felt like i'm beginning to be something that i don't want to... It's like living in my diploma days.. again.... I hate it. In fact, i'm restricted to do the things that i want to do. I'm passionate about the things i know i can do better and good at. Sadly, my folks & family are not the supportive type of people. Whenever i try to do something I want they held me back. What are you guys afraid of? I'm not doing something illegal. I'm doing something that i love and passionate about. Is that so weird? It's not, its call creativity and innovation. I don't care. I love doing it. Even if it kills me I love doing it and if Allah wills it for me, i want it to be a career.

All my life i have to do what they want. I know they mean well but don't they think that i ought to choose this path in life for myself instead of them meddling literally in almost every choices that i make. In the end I became insecure and ended up doing what they want me to do instead of doing what i want. They expect people like me to be like all the smart, classy and elegant type of youngsters. Study a good degree and get a good job that will give you money. What they don't understand is not all of us have gifted brains and not all of us are lucky in life. I have bad, horrible, no good days almost every day.... It sucks... (-___-)...

Because of all of that... I feel tired to the part that i am lost. Not lost as in the streets but more to lost in life... I don't know what to do anymore and which road i need to take...  I'm in my 6 semester to my agony an extended student.

I am so tired of them telling that I should, no, i must do this, i must do that. I feel like i'm living a life that is not mine. Mother, Father.. i know you mean well but i think i am very much grown up to do my own decisions. I am no longer a little child but a grown person. it make me sad that they don't trust me the way i trust them....

Watching all my fellow friends and acquaintance graduated, get a job as well as do what they love and success at it make me feel so envious of them. All my life my parents never really did teach me how to live but only expect me to do what I am told.

Don't you guys understand? i cannot do that. The thing is, too long i follow what you want and for goodness sake, I had to give up my own dreams. I have dreams and i have hope in it. I want to be successful in doing what i want to do. I know so because its something that i am happy to deal with and i know that it will be successful. With Allah's help and guidance, i know i can achieve something great.

At least before i reach 30++ i want to do something that i know i can do well ... I just wish they understand... not turning me into something that I don't want to be...

I overcome many things till i got this far all because of you... Because i don't want to disappoint you i ended up disappointing myself and did not do well in the end. I fail hideously... I felt i'm beginning to suffer from depression day by day. My dream is starting to feel like it's slipping away. I don't want that! I too want to be happy and led my life the way i want it to be. All i want is to do what i want instead of what you want.

Don't you want to see me happy?
Don't you want to see me successful?

I wish you support me..

I wish you understand...

I wish you let me do what i want to do...

I wish you give me your blessings..

but most of all...

I wish you pray for the best of me as i pray for the best for you...

Shoes Pack For Travel

Assalamualaikum & Good Day Everyone (^_^)...

Today I’ll be talking something a little bit different.I want to tell you about shoes! Well, we women of course love shoes. In fact I can tell that there are some girls that when they go to the shopping mall the shoe section is the first place to go. (My sister is one of them) My destination would probably be the dessert store... Haha. Just kidding. Shoes, like any other accessories are probably the most important thing to a woman. They can spend hours just thinking which is the right shoes for them. It’s like picking which ice cream flavor is your favorite. I always have issues in buying the right shoes because they just look so nice.

Anyways, if you’re an avid traveler, take trips during the weekend or just want to release some stress, or your job requires you to move around a lot? If you are among those categories you should definitely read this as it might come in handy. Women are known to have too many shoes and the problem is that sometimes it is hard to decide which shoe to pair with which clothing. Okay, since you are packing your suitcase every time you are going to travel, your selection of shoes are crucial especially as you do not want to go overboard or too simple. For the ladies who have no clue what appropriate footwear that are perfect to be carried along on those travel trips, read below the three must-have shoes to pack.

Flip Flops or Sandals

I love sandals and flip flops. They’re so comfortable and great to wear. A lot of the students in my campus like to wear them when they go to class. They match the clothes that the students wear and they can come in many great designs fit for any occasions.  It does not matter if you are going to the beach or not, a pair of flip flops or sandals is a must-have. This is because when it comes to time for you to unwind, let your feet breathe in those sandals. Walk around the town nearby your hotel and feel comfortable.

High Heels

To tell you the truth, I never wear high heels much(due to body weight… my feet can’t take them) but during some special occasions, I do. So yeah, people always say to leave the high heels at home but that depends on the places you visit or the activities you plan to do. In fact, you can wear high heels anywhere too. For example, if you want to hang out or dine at the hotels fancy restaurant, the high heels is mandatory. Opt for a versatile colour which can match with any outfit such as black, silver or white. If you are a fashionista or you like to experiment with colors then be my guest. It’s fun to mix and match. You never know what you might discover along the way. Hmm… better get this weight of mine fixed to the very least I can see myself wearing high heels.

3.    Slip Ons

This has got to be my favorite. My sister once bought a red slip ons and it turned out great with her outfit (she likes to mix and match clothes).You may never know when it can come in handy but it surely is comfortable than high heels and more stylish than flip flops. Some of the boys in my class like to wear this type of shoe because it is easy for them to move around. In fact, you can go anywhere wearing slip on and still appear appropriate. Pack those ballerina flats or loafers and feel confident the entire trip. When you go for a trip let’s say for a week or so this is the best one you can use. It’s comfortable and easy to put on.

Flip flops, sandals, high heels or slip ons, are just some of the shoes that you can use to travel. But most importantly that you have to take an account is that the shoes you wear on your pretty feet serve its purpose. That is of course make you feel comfortable with what you wear. High heels might not be the best when you go to the beach and if you wear slippers like flip flops to a fancy restaurant  you might be the center of attention, in which my dear readers means the glare.(0_0) as big as the eyes can get. That’s why it’s important for you to know the right shoes to wear. In a way I do believe that the shoe does complete a woman. Her touch that is. I remember from a quote from a story (I can’t remember the title of the story though) it says that...

...good shoes will take you to good places...

Here’s a link of a few of the selection of shoes that you can check out.

Till then dear readers =)

You are what you read...

A New Year...... 2014

Assalamualaikum & Good day to everyone (^_^)

Here and back again...........

It's been a while since i last updated in this blog of mine. Forgive me for not updating so long. Actually I don't have any computer or lap top with me. My sister need to use the lap top for her notes and assignments. I tried borrowing my little sister's lap top but she's not letting me borrowing them because she needs to watch all the korean drama that she had missed watching while she was still in the exams.

2013 has been a wild ride for me. Oh, I almost forgot. After all the hard work, the stresses, the good the bad and everything else... I am relive to say that i have finally graduated. (^_^) It was such a happy moment for me that i could crack smile to death. I am so relived actually because it too me a long time to get to where I am right now. To tell you the truth, i nearly could not make it to the ceremony due to some financial problems but all is well in the end. A former colleague of mine during my practical days was also graduating and we had the pleasure of taking some pictures together =D 

How do you pick up the threads of an old life when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back....

~frodo baggins LOTR~

The last six years nothing has ever been easy. Heck, my life was never an easy one. I struggle a lot in class in order to catch up with others. I'm sometimes labeled as slow learner. At times it does hurt and yeah it did made me feel a little embarrasing but for the sake of finishing my studies and to achieve my goals, i shove all the negative comments and bad words from people aside.  Those are just trials that helps me to grow along the way. There are others that have been very helpful and i thank them from the bottom of my heart. I pray that may they all be successful people one day..=)

New year is here and what's the resolution you say? Well... Actually... i have never ever made any initiative to lose my weight. So, for this year, i really, really want to burn all the fat and hopefully i can lose some weight. Being 98 KG isn't something to be proud of. I am tired of being fat and i will be slim. (>.<) I want to lead a healthy life and be able to do many activities. Moreover, i want to help my parents. I want to be able take care of them when they're old. I want to fight the feelings and temptations of food because i love my life. 

Apart from that, i pray that may this year will be a good year for me. I have nothing to expect in life except to live in content and a life filled with happiness here in this world and the hereafter. Although its kinda late for me to wish this but still... 

Happy New year!!

My wish to all us that may this year 2014 brings all of us many great memories, happiness and success ahead

(^_________________^)

Till then dear readers.... Ciao! =)

My week with grandparents and children...

Assalamualaikum & Good Day Everyone (^_^)

It's been awhile since i wrote here in this blog of mine. Without the aid of internet and most of all a computer it's a no wonder why i can't update my blog. My siblings always used the computer and yeah, i've pretty much did not get a chance to update my blog.

As usual, the view from where i stand is dull. Only last week it's a good one. Mother bought me and my family to the hotel to see the fireworks and decorated boats in conjunction for the Hari Malaysia previously held here in Sarawak. I did not get to go to the waterfront though due to the rain that night but no worries, there's live broadcast on the TV. I can see the boats from my hotel window. The boats are beautifully decorated plus i think they did a great job for this year's Hari Malaysia celebration.

Aside from that, I've been unemployed for the past nearly 6 month. (Sigh).... Well, it's not easy to find a job. I've been looking through here and there plus sign up for various positions in various job seeking website. So far, no reply and no luck... I told myself that i cannot give up now. there's still 3 more months before the start of a 2014. If that does not work, I'll continue my studies. that was the plan. I send my resume here and there but it seems that there's no vacancy yet. No worries, I'll get by...

All in all, i hope all things go well for me and my family. Grandmother is not feeling well and her maid goes back to her hometown that week. To add to my loneliness, mother and father is away and they're still in Kuala Lumpur.  They will be attending my little sister's graduation performance which will be held in Seremban. Oh, forgot, the other week ago, my little sister had just finished her SPM production. She and all her friends were great during the play. I'll upload the pictures soon. I can't upload them yet because it was stored inside another computer that my sister used. She's still in campus by the way.  I'll upload them later. =)

So practically, with no driving license, i'm stuck here at my grandparents home. But, it's okay. When her maid was away, i became the temporary maid and help with all the heavy chores and daily works that needs to be done everyday. Not only that, My house was also in need of a look out and cleaning. I have to take care of both houses (my own home as well as my grandparents). Although the work was tiring but i think it was a good training. Besides, I'm used to the cooking and cleaning, and babysitting thing. Plus, among all the grandchildren of the house, i think i spend more time with my grandparents more then their own did as well as the other grandchildren.

Truth be told, this week made me feel i'm practically a married person. Hoho, Scary lah! (>_<) With kids and toddlers running, playing, making huge messes that got my voice in nearly high mode plus, to give me more headache they're all male. (sigh) All four of them are tough to handle. Who said it was easy handling four sons anyway? sometimes they can make me go completely nuts like i want to pull my hair but But still i enjoyed their fun filling company in every way and i also learned a lot from them. The best part about them is they're very much interested with history. Kids these days don't often love history but wow, this one does. I'm very surprised with that when the eldest one flipping through the pages of history books of a form 3 students (belonged to my little brother). He came to me and ask a lot, i mean a lot of question regarding history. A challenge i gladly answer to him in the form of a story.

In his eyes, i can see that he began to understand things and that is crucial. If a child ask you questions, never be afraid to answer. This is because their brains are learning. We need to encourage them to explore their surroundings in order for them to gain knowledge. No children is ever stupid. They are bright and talented in their own way. Some parents are just ignorant of their children's well being and education. Remember, we are once a children too and the feeling that they have in them, we once had it too. That is why education at home plays very, very important role. It is important for not only parents, but every single man and woman in this good earth must equip themselves with knowledge and experience on family matters. If you have kids of your own one day, with the knowledge and experience you have things will go smooth. Believe me as I've been through one.

One of the few things i learn is being a parent is never an easy task, especially for the children of this generation. It's a real job. Children are innocent and they are every parents greatest asset. They're always curious with their surroundings and tend to follow what people do. Teach them the good way, seriously, they'll make you the proudest person in the world.. but more importantly, teach them with great patience, love and care..

"Didiklah anak-anakmu itu berlainan dengan keadaan kamu sekarang kerana mereka telah dijadikan Tuhan untuk zaman yang bukan zaman engkau" - Umar al Khattab.

I'll continue my job hunting. If all goes well, i might get hired. In Shaa Allah. Well, i'd better be going. I got some work to do. Don't worry, I'll write soon. Till then dear readers..=) Moga Allah merahmati anda selalu (^_^)

Wasalamualaikum wbt

Of Drawings & Anime...

Assalamualaikum & Good Day Dear Readers (^_^)

Today's post is all about artworks. Both of us looooovvvveeeesss Drawing. (-.-,).. basically we drew almost anything. But most of all we love drawing anime. We started drawing at a very young age, around 4 years old like that. Drawing is a part of our passion & one of the ways we use to express ourselves. Although i lov writing very much but my strong point lies with drawing and designing. Mah, enough said.. i'll let the pictures do all the talking.

Enjoy =)

Sister's Artworks (http://ikemenprince90.deviantart.com/)

The recent drawing she posts. Eren (^_^)

I drew this a long time ago when i was still in university =) yah, i want to eat bread already..

This one is probably the challenging one that I've ever attempted to draw. Took me a month to draw . This is only half of it.. =) When it comes to drawing buildings & furniture i like using the good old simple paint tool... =) I believe a true artist can work with anything he/she can use as a tool to create a great masterpiece... =)

Ramadhan at the Hospital

Assalamualaikum & Good Day dear readers (^_^)...

It's been a while since i wrote something in this little blog of mine. A lot has happened lately during this month of Ramadhan. We are nearing the end of Ramadhan as we know, so, i hope all of you are all geared up for the hunt of Malam Lailatul Qadar.(^_^). I wish you all the best and may Allah SWT bless all of you.

During the middle of Ramadhan, (last week) I accompany my grandmother (the one on my father's side) at the hospital. She was schedule to undergo for angioplasty. Angioplasty, what i am told is a technique of widening narrowed or obstructed arteries. They use this kind of a balloon catheter to get through the narrowed position and then inflated to a suitable size using water pressure (something like that).  This is to ensure that the vessels remains open and will allow for blood circulation to flow normally. Previously during the month of May, she was admitted due to health problems. She is a diabetes carrier and yeah, it does bother me at times.

Le Hospital

the long hallway to the vascular ward

Grandma sleeping

The view from where i sit

Ramadhan at the Hospital.... it brings me back memories... because, last year i also spent half my Ramadhan at the Hospital when my late grandmother (the one on my mother's side) was still alive. Although it saddens me a little but still, I try to be calm. Grandma was admitted to the vascular ward on level 3. A lot of my family members never really like going to the Hospital but not me. I love the Hospital very much because it holds many memories of me and my late grandmother plus, my late grandfather (the one on my mother's side) was once an attendant. I guess i picked up my love of the Hospital very much from them huh?(-.-,)..

I'm always curious about how things are and yes, just about everything. The Hospital is also one of them. Believe me, I got a chance to secretly explore a little bit of this and a little bit of that during my time inside the hospital. Grandma (the one on my father's side) was schedule to undergo her angioplasty on Thursday. She had to come early so she was admitted on Tuesday so that the doctors and nurses can prepare for the procedure perfectly in time. Besides, she had to get her blood, sugar level and also other things concern, checked. My cousin and her mom were with us there. Because the vascular ward was situated near the Paediatric ICU only a few people may come in. They're even strict about visiting hours because only  one or two people can go in to see the patient. The reason is if too many people come in they might disturb other patients who needs their rest.

It was a long wait for one bed to become vacant. Due to the increasing number of patients, we were facing problems because during that time no beds were vacant. Luckily, one of the patients was schedule to be discharge that day so all matters solved =) The interesting part about the ward to me is i get to see many things, particularly patients and their illness. I'm curious about that too. The patient in front of my grandmother was suffering from heart problems while the one next  her was going to undergo for dialysis the very next day. The nurses during the morning and afternoon shift are all very helpful and friendly people. I enjoy their company and i also learned a thing or two about how to insert the branula for the water drip. (^_^)...

Watching how the nurse place the branula. Serious, i'm not scared.. =)

Grandma's doctor and the matron in front

You see, being in the hospital gives me a great sense of how content a person should be. Health is a very important gift from Allah SWT. This is because, without it how can you run your daily activities? in worst cases, it may affect your dakwah.... Ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara... That is why, prevention is better than cure. You have to have a healthy lifestyle if you want to succeed in this lifetime. Without a good body you are just like a soul floating here and there, even if you have a body to begin with. Allah SWT already gave you brains to think and to decide. The rest is up to us to choose what is right and know what is wrong for us. May he continue to guide us to the righteous path, the path where His blessing lies within. Amin...

Back to the story, on thursday grandma was schedule to go to the operation theater in the afternoon. I had trouble sleeping because it was soooo uncomfortable since i had to sleep on the floor. Not to mention the vascular ward is fully air conditioned. Eeek! soooo cold (>_<).... Serves me right for not bringing extra thick socks. I couldn't sleep during the night because the baby on the next ward kept on crying so i decided to do some writing instead. Morning comes and i was too sleepy that i swear the some of the doctors and nurses probably giggled as they saw how i slept with my head on a small pillow leaning against the cupboard. Gosh! that was embarrassing (-_-'')...

I tried to stay awake so got up and told grandma that i needed to get some fresh air. I walked here and there all around the hospital (to get rid of the sleepiness within). I got to see another perspective of the places i set my foot at. I looked through the glass door near the front counter of the hospital and saw a lot of people queuing and awaiting their turn for their names to be called. I guess they must have come for appointments and all. (-.-,). I walked around the clinic, passed a few grocery shops and pharmacy until i then seated To myself near the ward building entrance.

To tell you the truth, i sometimes feel a little calm when i am at the hospital more than i am at home. I'm so very fascinated with everything i see and learn to the part it got me to continue writing my manuscript back (despite having no table or computer with me). Good thing i bought  along my small book in my hand bag. It's important for me to get and gain as much information and experience as possible so that i can pour them all into my writings. Besides that, it's a good way as well for me to perfecting my drawing and writing skills. I love drawing what i see and what i experience. During the past weeks i was so stuck up inside my house and I guess, i seemed to have lost my muse for a while back then and  i guess being in the hospital made it alive once more. Hmm... me and my writings (^_^) I called it a writer's paradise

Writing, and more writing

I still remember, because it was near to sahur time, i did not buy or made anything to eat.(0_0) I decided to venture walk outside alone to buy some food at the hospital department store situated downstairs. The hallway and the road that reaches the elevator was so quiet that it can send chill down to the spine. Next to the elevator was a long and dark road to the cancer ward. The cold temperature of the wee hours of the morning nearly made me having brain freeze. There was no one there except me. It was scary but i kept myself calm. Come to think of it, it was pretty of a suspense experience actually ;) I go down and ate some porridge for sahur. Alhamdulillah, all praises is to Allah SWT. My grandmother's operation went well and she's back at home and looking healthy. She nags a lot too, hehe.  I am content with what i have and very much thankful to Him for all the things that happened so far. I get to learn and see how a dressing was conducted by the nurse too. I took a picture of my grandmother's wound but its unwise for me to post the photo here.

during the specialist & other doctors ward round. Uncle and aunt paid a visit :)

The discharge pharmacy. just recently known about it though :) ouh, I see raya decorations is in place

Anyways, that's all that i could write for now. I have to go and help my little sister doing her art project in which will be handed tomorrow morning.  In Shaa Allah, I'll try to update soon.. till then dear readers =)

Wasalamualaikum

It's A Practical Life...=)

Assalamu'alaikum & Good Day Dear readers (^_^)....

Fuu~~~ lega dapat update. Sorry for not updating lately. The semester have just started and i am now proudly to say that i am permanently going for practical training! Alhamdulillah. Syukur sangat-sangat. I am working back at the old organization where i once applied for practical training. Sadly, i am not under the supervision of my old boss but now under a new boss and a new section. the last time i was there i was placed on level two but now i am placed in level one.

The work and all? Yup it's hard but from time to time, I've got a hang of it. I do have to say that i do miss my old compartment and a lot has changed since i'm not there. I have tons of work to do and many information to key in the computer. Let's just hope that it's not getting harder by the weeks.

The first day is always the hardest. I don't doubt that completely. It was a disaster and i don't blame anyone but myself. Inside the letter, i was placed in another sub headquarters. So, i went there to report myself and to my horror, they told me to go to the main office. Masha'Allah, the main office is not near! I don't know how to drive nor do i have anyone to drive me there besides my mother.

the time was already pass eight o'clock. I was clearly very late. To add to my nervous and dismay, i did not have enough credits to call my mother. I went to the nearby polyclinic to ask whether if there is a telephone booth at their place. The nurse kindly point out the way. when i arrive i took out my purse for a spare change. In a big city lonely and unsure, i am only left with thirty cent. I tried to calm myself down when my mom did not pick up the phone. it turns out that she left it in the care while she goes shopping for vegetables.

(Sigh).

I arrive at the main headquarters an hour after that. Geez! (-_______________-''') Don't wan to go to that part anymore. The HR boss nearly laugh as she saw my condition. All she can say is let it be a lesson to all. She wished me good luck and welcome to the office. I was then introduced to my new supervisor and place under the legal and repayment section.

As usual, I'll let the pictures tell the story..enjoy :D

Start of work. Must finish la...

The coldness of the air conditioner was so strong that i felt my hands went numb as i tap on the keyboard

Alhamdulillah! I'm on level two now (^_^)!! the small piece on the folder is a pin that i won

Mr. Zero plushie! My sister won him during our ESQ training

Two senior practical students. (kakak Barbara & kakak Aizah). Kak Aizah is in the same department as me. I Learned a lot from them.They are both in the same university but different course as i am. they are both degree students. Wishing them Good Luck for their upcoming exams next month. =D

Office's Annual Dinner. We Practical Students got invited ;) The ones in front are my colleagues. One is in the same department as i am and the other belongs to the Education department

On the next day we have Family day. Nice! :D

There's a story behind these two events. Before the family day event, our company had an annual dinner. Me and my clumsiness. My instinct tells me not to use high heels and turns out i was right. But my mother insisted me on wearing one because its a dinner party. Due to that, i fell or more to say slide down the staircase that night. OUCH!! A fellow colleague help me to get on my feet back. That is one of the most embarrassing moments i have ever experience during my whole lifetime. I think i'm going to stop wearing heels for a while...(=__=''). Family day event was held on the next day. Due to the pain, i woke up late. i had a hard time sleeping. My leg was starting to hurt a little but i had to attend the family day event. The event started at 7:30 but i came at 8:30. One hour late. but thank God no one notice except my boss and my colleague from our department. (=___=) tet..... Just my day...

Cooking Contest is also well on the go (^_^). There was an opening at first and i was selected by my boss to enter but i came late plus, i don't bring any equipment. Everyone's cooking was awsome! (O.O,)

Kak Aiza & her little friend and a hyper one at that

Football but with added touch. hehe..

Aww, Cute (>.<,)!!! We played with her along the way. Her father is one of the participants that won the cooking competition. He got second place.

Well, that's just about everything. In Sha Allah, i'll update more on what's going on. I hardly have time to continue to write my manuscript due to practical training. But all in all, things have been a little stress but smooth sailing. Moga semua urusan selepas ini akan dipermudahkanNya.. Amin. =)

Till then dear readers! Wasalamualaikum....

  

P/S: The food & drinks during  family day were pretty delicious ;D

I LOVE YOU MALAYSIA

Assalamu'Alaikum and Good day everyone(^^,)

Ana nak ucapkan "Selamat Menyambut Hari Malaysia" to all Malaysians out there. Moga Allah sentiasan kekalkan kedamaian buat Negara kita yg ter chenta ini...May Allah continue to give his blessings to our beloved and loving country...Ya Allah, i'm proud to be a Malaysian...=) Though, our country might have its up and downs but the real deal is we ourselves. A country is a land that our Creator gave us. We as the citizens, regardless of what status or what position you are, is very much responsible for the development of our country.

There will be times that our country will face with difficulties such as dealing with unwanted people who tries to disturb the peace in this beloved country of ours. Ana doa bnyk2 yg semoga bende mcm tu dpt dibendung from happening. Daripada gago pasal org lain kan baik buat kerja yang dapat memberi manfaat? kan3x dpt jugak pahala...Dengan Kemerdekaan yang Allah dah bagi dekat kta, hendaklah kita jaga dengan sebaik2nya..Ingatlah bagaimana kipas susah mati orang zaman2 dahulu memperjuangkan segalanya demi mencapai Kemerdekaan. Sapa juak yg senang? kita kan? sebab tu we have to really appreciate it supaya the next generation yang akan datang dapat sambung dalam mengekalkan keamanan buat Negara kita. Bersatu kita teguh bercerai kita roboh. Kalau semua organ asyik nak begadoh x tentu pasal, berebut kuasa, protest, buat hal sana sini, sampai bila pun keamanan tu x kan dapat tercapai. Don't continue to give people problems because if you do, you're just going to make the development of this country SLOW....Ingat, Negara Malaysia ni negara yang makmur so pendek kata, sama2 kita jaga continue to kekalkan kemerdekaan ini. (^.O,)

Here's a little info yg ana selitkan ckit utk entri kali ini...(^_^)...

Malaysia Day is held on September 16 every year to commemorate the establishment of the MalaysianMalaya, North Borneo, Sarawak, and Singapore to form Malaysia. The formation of the new federation was planned to occur on June 1, 1963, but was later postponed to August 31, 1963, in order to coincide with the sixth Hari Merdeka. Several issues related to the Indonesian and the Filipino objection to the formation of Malaysia delayed the declaration to September 16 of the same year. The postponement was also done to allow the United Nations team time to conduct referendums in North Borneo (now Sabah) and Sarawak regarding the two states participation in a new federation. federation on the same date in 1963. It marked the joining together of

The formation of Malaysia was made possible through the introduction of the Malaysia Bill to the Malayan Parliament on July 9, 1963, and consent from the Yang di-Pertuan Agong on August 29, 1963.
Prior to the formation of Malaysia, Sarawak gained its independence on July 22 1963 while Singapore and North Borneo (which was renamed Sabah) unilaterally declared independence from the United Kingdom on August 31, 1963, thus coinciding with the sixth anniversary of the Malayan independence.

Beginning year 2010, September 16 is a federal public holiday. It coincides with the birthday of the Yang di-Pertua of Sabah.

If you want to know more, you can search in at wikipedia website..(All information here is courtesy of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malaysia_Day)....

Well, that's for now. Doa ana buat Negara kita is semoga ia terus maju sampai ke persada dunia & i hope that in times to come that the Malaysian 2020 can be achieved. Time tu ana harap yg rakyat kita akan saling bantu membantu antara satu sama lain. Whatever the reason or problems that lies in front of us, we must stand together, all for one and one for all....From there I pray that Allah will continue to give His blessings to to everyone. I'll update you guys soon. Lupe plak, Insya'Allah, kalau sempat, ana nak ajak mak ana and adik2 pi tengok orang Sarawak Regatta nanti. Akak ana x pat bab dia keluar dengan kwn2. So, i hope to go there cuz i really wanted to see the boat race. That, is another story i'll update later..till then dear readers...have a nice weekend....:)

SELAMAT HARI MALAYSIA

Reunion + Riang Ria Raya 2011......

Assalamualaikum & Good Day everyone(^^,)

Kek Raye tahun nih..Ice Cream Coffee

First of all i would like to wish all Muslimin & Muslimah, Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidil Fitri!!!(^_^) Maaf Zahir & Batin..Moga2 Lebaran tahun nie bnyk membawa keberkatan to all of us. Moga2 Allah sentiasa memberkati kita juga..berlalunya Ramadhan bg memberi laluan untuk Syawal bersama dengan kita kali ini. Diingatkan juga yg jgn saje bulan Ramadhan tu nak update pahala, baik bulan mulia Ramadhan atau bulan-bulan yg lain, sentiasa lah kita bermuhasabah diri. Raya nie, ehem..nafsu makan tu ha, leh naik or turun. Kalau dah x cukup nak sumbatkan makanan or juadah2 open house ke, kt umah sendiri ke, When your stomach says its full, please, syg kat perut anda. Makanlah dengan ala kadar. Makanan tu x kan lari, kalau ade pun Tezeki namanya...

Sepupu kecilku beria2 jadi camera man

Alhamdulillah, Raya tahun nie baik bagi ana & femly tercinta. Biarpun ditimpa dengan banyak sesangat assignment & reports, ana cuba bagi masa for both. Dua hari ana x pat keluar beraya sangat sebab gara2 assignment. Almaklumlah, kehidupan sebagai student..kan3x?...anyways, i'll try to finish them as soon as possible because banyak lagi rumah femly ana yg ana belum lagi ziarah. For 2 days ana stuck kat rumah, kejap jadi maid of the house, bertukar pulak jadi student and then layan tetamu..hehe, speeding ana buat semua tu. X pe, i develop new skills in the process(^^,)...

Reunion with old friends(^_^) lamo beno dah x tengok diorang nih!!

Kasi gegar tempat bowling center..hahaha(^_^)

Geng2 old Skool..hehe, Dari Kiri: abang, A'and, Alam & Ma'el

Muslimah2 kasi gegar satu shopping complex..hehe(^.O,)

My Besties!! Akak ana yg ambik gambar

Sebelum raya menjelma, ana & frens ada buat gathering. Pening ana dibuat hal nih..tp in the end ketawa gak ana..hahaha. Last week's tuesday, ana ada terima mesej from a long time classmate & fren  yang dia kata dok nak buat reunion. Tu problem number 1. Problem number 2, Kawan baik akak ana & ana pun ada buat reunion jugak. Both of this events happen on the same date & day. Masya'ALLAH!!...Bingung ana dibuatnye..nak attend mano satu nih? apo2 pon, ana bawok b'sabo je... Ana ader discuss dengan akak ana ttg nih. dia pon terbelah bg. Kami kembar, so dia kata yg one of us has to go to the reunion and the other goes with out besties. Yang sakitnya, both parties were really expecting us to come. rasa nak belah badan jadi dua plak. Ana dah dua orang, hai, takkan lah nak belah lagi..hohohoho..hampeh!. Masing2 kedua2 belah pihak x mau give in but in the end all turn out well for all of us....

Kelas 6 Perdana 10 years later...

The day came..me and my sister decide to go out with our besties since we made the promise to them first. Alhamdulilah semuanya berjalan dengan lancar on that day. To add the happy moments ana dapat jugak berjumpa & gathering dengan classmates ana masa sekolah rendah dulu(^_^)...nanti ana upload picture. biarpun x semua yg hadir, ade yang terpaksa bekerja and ada yang busy...mereka kirim salam kat kami semua...

Nisa & her cute one year old daughter(^_^)

Yang ana x pat nak sangka is... dulu, ana pernah sekali terbayang yang macam mane ye agaknye kami semua kalau dah besar nanti? kalo nak buat reunion dalam 10 tahun akan datang tu mesti they all ader yg dah beranak pinak....hahahahaa...x sangka, Alhamdulillah jugak yang i get to see this day....My friends ada yang sudah berkahwin & anak2 mereka comel2 & sihat2 belaka(^^,) I pray to them them all the happiness in the world...Ada jugak yang bakal dapat anak ke 2. Wow!, Alhamdulillah, bertambah rezeki mereka...ana ni, ehehe....blom lagi dapat nak rancang bina keluarga. Ilmu belum cukup lagi dibelajar. Insya'ALLAH akan sampailah masa tersebut nanti. Semuanya ana berserah kepada Allah sebab senang je, yang baik untuk yang baik & yang jahat untuk yang jahat...walahu'alam....yang terbaik bagi kita sekarang ialah untuk sentiasa beribadah lah & berbuatlah baik dijalan Allah...sememangnya Allah lah penentu jodoh yang terbaik bagi hambanya...Yang ana harap ialah agar orang yang bakal jadi zauj ana mencintai Penciptanya lebih dari apa2 pun. Orang yang mencintai Allah ialah orang yang takut akan azabnya & x kan menyakiti orang lain. Plus, ana harap dia dari kalangan orang yang baik2 jugak..amin...:) Wallahu'alam...apa2 pun ana tetap berserah segalanya kepadaNya....

Here are some of the pictures that i took..forgive me kalau ader yg blurr2 tu.. baru nak berjinak2 dengan photograpy(^_^)

Tengah tercari2 mano posisi baguih nak begambo...hehehe..

(Susun atur untuk bergambar)..every year, its tradition in the femly to take at least one family photo during the 1st day of raya(^^,)...

Ayu cik Yaty kita nih..hehe(^_^)

Bebudak semua beratur salam dengan nenek & Pak cik Mak cik

Sape nak cokelat? Meh pak wa bagi...(^_^)

Tu je yang mampu ana coret kan buat sementara nih nnti ana belog balik ye...mungkin dalam masa terdekat nih ana maybe jarang nak post2. ana nak fokus dengan goal ana untuk habiskan diploma nih & get ready for final exam..Doakan kami semua ye(^_^) Insya'Allah, moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kami semua nanti...till then dear readers..wasalamu'alaikum warahmatullah...:)

Full booked month..

Assalamualaikum & good day to everyone(^_^)V...

Fuuuuh~~~lamo beno x update!! So very2 sorry bab ana memang pack semenjak beberapa minggu nih. lain bunyi assignment, lain pilak dengan Quiz , presentation & test yg bakal menjelma dtak lama lagi..

Ana x pat tulis bnyk sangat bab nanti pak gad nak tutup makmal so i'll just get staright to the point. Alhamdulillah dengan rasminya ana bersyukur lah sangat2 ke hadrat Allah yang permohonan ana utk dapatkan bilik diterima... ana officially bergelar illegal berdaftar..ha, nak tau illegal berdaftar tu apa, oleh kerana banyak lah sangant sutdent x pat bilik & lain lagi dengan rumah sewa, Alhamdulillah, sem ini pihak kediaman kolej telah membuka permohonan untuk pelajar lain menumpang di bilik kawan. Syaratnya ialah kedua or keempat2 pihak kena bersetuju & pemohon x boleh menggangu ketenteraman org lam bilik tu. ( mcm tulah bunyi ner)...Ana pun dah found a way on how i can pay my books(^_^) ana berjual muffin chocolate hehe..nanti bulan puasa i was thinking of selling some bubur...manalah tau bebudak nak sahur nanti bolehlah beli(^^)..

Lupa plak..Ana & femly dua minggu yg lalu ada pegi ke produksi PMR Sekolah Seni yg dibuat oleh pelajar2 form 3 sekolah adik ana. My sister is one of them. Dia kali nih sertai orchestra...best gak event diaorang. i did try to upload the pictures here but lambat lah sangat2..lain plak bunyi nyer yg x pat diuploadkan...when i get back home this weekend i'll try to upload it bak for you guys to see.Insya'Allah..

Few days ago, jiwa ana kacau ckit...entahlah...ana mcm rasa mcm nak menangis je sejak kebelakangan nih tapi ana x leh bab banyak sangat benda yg mengembirakan berlaku kt kampus. lain plak dalam kelas & luar kelas..Alhamdulillah lah jugak sebab ana tau kita x leh terlalu ikot emosi bab ia akan membawa padah..apa2 pun ana tetap bersyukur atas segala yg Allah bagi utk ana...(-.-,)

This time ana ambik kelas public speaking & topic ana ialah tentang the beenfits of studying abroad. i did get in touch with & interview a few of my friends yang study kat luar negara via facebook. so far only two respond. the others i guess they must be buzy... well no matter, yang ana takut sekarang is tinggal nak present je..huhu...(>_<)..butterflies in my stomach, i could feel them even now..anyway, i would like to thank my dear friend stephanie yg sudi spend some time for the interview. (^^) Thank you steph..hope you have a great time there & may u have many prosperous future ahead..
X lupa jugak kepada kawan ana Abg Haziq yg juga bnyk membantu dalam tugasan ana(^_^) despite busy dengan study for his upcoming exam. All in all, ana wish him all the best for his exam later & may he pass with flying colours..amin(-.-,)...

well, tu je yang ana sempat nak cover but i'll be back soon for more updates. kena log out dulu bab mas sungguh sangat cemburu dengan ana...hehe till then dear readers..=)

wasalam...