CHRISTINA PERRI - JAR OF HEARTS

CHRISTINA PERRI - JAR OF HEARTS

No, I can't take one more step towards you

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love

I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half-alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed

'Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?

Runnin round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are

At the bus stop... everyday at the bus stop

Between you and me, I've always been stuck listening to these two songs. I guess it's the song for this semester then.  whenever i got out of the hostel as walk along the pavement until i arrive at the bus stop (where the students use to wait for the bus to come) either of these songs pops in my mind and i eventually ended up listening to it on my phone. Sometimes, i also listens to it while was waiting for the bus to arrive at campus's bus station. Anyway, i kinda like em. =) 

(Romanization)

kkaman bamhaneure

nunbusin byeolbichi muldeulmyeon

nae mamsok byeol hana

sumgyeodun keudael keurijwo

I don’t know why nunmullo keudael jiwonalsurok

jeomjeom seonmyeonghaejineun keudaen.geollyo

Don’t go away gin bam jinago haessal bichulttae

nae sonkeutte geudae on.gi jeonhaejigireul

My everything My destiny

jakkuman na.ui mami keudael hyanghaneyo

nuneul tteumyeon deullyeojwoyo

nal saranghandan keu mal sweet melody

I don’t know why nunmullo keudael jiwonalsurok

jeomjeom seonmyeonghaejineun keudaen.geollyo

Don’t go away gin bam jinago haessal bichulttae

nae sonkeutte keudae on.gi jeonhaejigireul

My everything My destiny

jakkuman na.ui mami keudael hyanghaneyo

nuneul tteumyeon deullyeojwoyo

nal saranghandan keu mal sweet melody

I’m in love with you

I’ve never felt this way

keudaen anayo ireon nae sarangeul

You’ll stay in my heart

Forever more

bami deryeo.ol nae.il na gidarilkeyo

nuneul tteumyeon deullyeojwoyo

nal saranghandan keu mal sweet melody

(Translation)

When the dark night sky is painted with shiny stars

The star in my heart paints a picture of you

I don’t know why

The more I cry you away

You become more clear

Don’t go away

When the night passes and the sun rises

I hope my fingertips can feel your warmth

My everything, my destiny

My heart keeps longing for you

When you wake,

please tell me that you love me

sweet melody

I don’t know why

The more I cry you away

You become more clear

Don’t go away

When the night passes and the sun rises

I hope my fingertips can feel your warmth

My everything, my destiny

My heart keeps longing for you

When you wake,

please tell me that you love me

sweet melody

I’m in love with you

I never felt this way

Do you know how I feel?

You’ll stay in my heart

Forever more

I can’t wait for tomorrow the night will bring

When you wake,

please tell me that you love me

sweet melody

~Fated To Love You OST~

(Romanization)

ireohke joheun nal saramdeul moyeoseo utgo jeulgeowohaneunde

nunmuri heureugo honjaman apaseo neol saenggakhae

amudo mollae andwae keureohke neol swibge itneun.ge

mianhae neo eopsi nan motsal geot gateunde

meokjido jajido mothae

uljido utjido mothae keurae

ireohke joheun nal uri he.eojin nal

useo boryeohaetjiman keuge jal andwae

gwaenchaneun cheok aesseo noryeok hae bwado keuraedo nan

ireohke joheun nal

uri he.eojin nal

chama boryeo haetjiman keuge andwae

haessari neomuna balkeun nal ireohke joheun nal

ireohke apeunde neo ttaemune apa ulgo keuriwo haneunde

useul su eopseoseo honja mannamgyeojyeo neol saenggakhae

amudo molla neon wae keureohke swibge tteonatneunji

eotteohke na eopsi jal sal suga itneunji

harudo itjireul mothae

mae.il nan neoman saenggakhae keurae

ireohke joheun nal uri he.eojin nal

useo boryeohaetjiman keuge jal andwae

gwaenchaneun cheok aesseo noryeok hae bwado keuraedo nan

ireohke joheun nal

uri he.eojin nal

chama boryeo haetjiman keuge andwae

haessari neomuna balkeun nal ireohke joheun nal

(Translations)

On such a good day, people gather and enjoy themselves

Yet I’m the only one in tears, thinking of you with pain

I can’t fool everyone, forgetting you so easily

I’m sorry, I can’t live without you

Can’t eat, can’t sleep

Can’t laugh nor cry, no…

On such a good day, the days when we are apart

I tried to fake a laigh but it didn’t work

I tried hard to pretend everything’s fine, but it didn’t help

On such a good day, the days when we are apart

I tried to hold back the pain, but it didn’t work

On this sunshine-dappled day,

Such a good day

Because of you, I’m in pain like this

Crying and thinking of you

When I think of the way you left me

I can’t even smile anymore

No one knows why you could leave me so easily

How do you live withoug me?

I can’t forget you, even for a day

I think only of you every day, yes…

On such a good day, the days when we are apart

I tried to fake a laigh but it didn’t work

I tried hard to pretend everything’s fine, but it didn’t help

On such a good day, the days when we are apart

I tried hard to hold back the pain, but it didn’t work

On this sunshine-dappled day,

Such a good day…

~Doctor Stranger OST~

Zia - Even If It's Only a Dream (Jang Ok Jung OST)

Assalamualaikum & Good day everyone...

Somehow i can't get this song out of my head. This one's the english translation though and i do have to say i guess it's the lyrics that got me attached to it... so here goes..

 

Zia - Even If It's Only a Dream (Jang Ok Jung OST)

Though I close my eyes, I can see you because the wind tells me
Your scent softly lingers around the steps you took before
Now…

Though I miss you, I smile
Because at the tip of my hands – no, throughout my heart,
Your lingering touch makes me live
I want to see you even if it’s in my dreams so I call out to you
Where are you? Do you even know of me?
All day, I call and call out to you
Can’t you hear it? This painful love
I send my heart along with the wind
I am by your side and I am waiting
Only for you

Things you can’t control
Yes, love is like that too
I fell down so many times The scars don’t have time to heal
I want to see you even if it’s in my dreams so I call out to you
Where are you? Do you even know of me?
 
All day, I call and call out to you
Your voice lingers around me
I miss you, I miss you, your breath, those memories
They make me breathe
Again today, I live for love
 
Even if it’s in my dreams, if only we can be together
Under the same sky, just once more
If only we can be happy
 
I have nothing more to ask, even if it’s in my dreams
Can’t you hear it? This painful love
I send my heart along with the wind
I am by your side and I am waiting
Forever

Cheese In the Trap

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good day dear readers(^_^)....

Cheese In The Trap by Soon Ki

Today i'll be posting on one of my favourite stories. I've been following a manhwa (korean comic) title Cheese in The Trap by Soon Ki. I really love this manhwa and have been an avid reader since last year. To shorten things up let me lay out the synopsis to you....(Disclamer: I do not own the story. All rights goes to the artist itself).

Hong Sul

Yoo Jung

The story evolves around Hong Sul, a college student who is returning to school after taking a year off. The circumstances of her leave are not immediately clear, but they seem to have to do with an upperclassman, popular senior named Yoo Jung. Not only is he handsome but he has polite manners and is apparently rich. Although all the ladies in the university adores him only Sul did not develop such feelings.

Sul's reaction to Yoo Jung seems awkward at first and she seems to be the only one  immune to the charm that has managed to affect the others. But my guess, she'll end up loving him.. This story then goes through a series of flashbacks that get the main characters relationship progressed. I have to say, this comic really make me drawn into the human behavior and their characteristics. In the manhwa, it is also revealed Yoo Jung had once been cold to her and he also seemed to actively ignore any of Sul's attempts to be friendly. A year after she left the university he gradually becomes friendly.

The first chapter of the story was when sul met a fortune teller that tells her about her fortune. It seems to be her fortune will go bad continuously till next year. after that is at a restaurant where Sul and his friends were having a party and he arrives late. He is popular and loved by the other students, treating them all with apparent kindness. As the night wears on, everyone gets pretty crazy drunk, and Sul goes outside to get a breather. While she's there, she notices Yoo Jung speaking on his phone, telling to whomever he's speaking that they're all "indecent." In other words, his behavior with the group wasn't truthful at all.After a series of flashbacks and problems sul decided to take a year leave from studying.. Sul however suspects that there is definitely something fishy...(want to know more? let's read the comics to find out..;)

Throughout the flashbacks, It occur to me that Yoo Jung is not what he seems to be. The aura that he gives is simply to me, frightening because we do not know what he is thinking and that is on top, scary (o_o). my conclusion,  It seems that something that Jung did made her to take a study leave. 

A year after that, Sul returns to the university in hope to start a fresh new life but...it turns out not what she expect it to be....(((o_o'')))....!!Erk!!

XD...I actually found this pic rather funny..(Sul's Inner thoughts...Say What?!!)

And it's when he gets friendly that things get weird for Sul. Their budding relationship, or at least Yoo Jung's interest in Sul, spreads rumors at school, especially among Yoo Jung's female admirers. When Sul tries to quell the jealousy of one girl, with Sul firmly stating that she has no interest in Yoo Jung, Yoo Jung happens to pop in, reigniting the girl's anger just as Sul was getting through to her. Situations like that should just seem coincidental on their own, but the issue is that they keep happening. And since Yoo Jung isn't really doing too much beyond popping in at suspiciously inopportune moments, Sul has no evidence that anything strange is truly going on. There are also her moments of pure intuition, the times when she feels that there's something really off about Yoo Jung, but that's not exactly what you'd call solid evidence either.

This part is really funny when sul goes back home and wanted to change her class..XD...Argh! there's no way she can escape. just like a cheese in a trap!!

 While there are hints of romance and speculations, This manhwa is definitely interesting and lighthearted and that's what makes the carefully scripted suspense all the more interesting, at times even thrilling. While there are the past and present chapter, marked by white and black backgrounds respectively, both move in time at seemingly different rates, or don't follow a clear order. As the past narrative is necessarily fragmented to facilitate the mystery of the story, it's sometimes hard to know just when certain past events happened in relation to the present narrative, or even with each other. Perhaps this fragmented method is more effective if you're reading the comic from week to week, even if it can be difficult to follow at times. Overall, the story is the best one yet and i hope they will do a drama about it(o.o,)...

Here are the related characters besides these two. You may be wondering who is the blond guy in the first picture. Well, you have to read the story in order to know who it is...he is also one of my favourite characters. SPOILER ALERT!! he has something to do with Jung's past..(O_O)...and he seems to be interested with our dear sul. I also added a few pictures from the manhwa..enjoy.. ;)

Who Is he? (>.O,)...

This woman seems to have connections with Jung and the guy above...( HINT = she is an admire of Jung)

What happened? more suspense! ((((O_O)))....

Cheese In The Trap Character Guide

Is this a confession?!!

Here are the url where you can follow up the chapters of this story...

Cheese in the trap webtoon live (Naver)

Here is where you can follow up the discussions, forums and summaries(^_^)..

Cheese in the trap Webtoon live forum

till then dear readers...Wasalam....;)

First Love (A little thing called love) OST lyrics

Assalamu'Alaikum & good day dear readers(^_^)v...

Sorry for not updating for so long. After a long haitus, i'm back!  Many Things have happened within these few weeks lately. Much to my dismay, most it involves with family matters yet, i'll elaborate it later on my other post because it may take some time for me to write it. 

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. i've been meaning to write my blog in English for some time now, since there are other visitors from outside Malaysia whom, i thank you guys very much for visiting my blog(^_^)..terima kasih(means Thank You in Malay)..Hmm...maybe i should insert a little bit of teaching here..anyways, I'll try to put the translation every time i use Malay language later on...Insya'Allah...(^^,)

Lately, my youngest sister has been bugging me to see a thai movie that she recently received from a friend of hers. In order to prevent her from bugging always, I promised her that i will.. So, one night she saved the movie inside my elder sister's pendrive and me and my elder sister decided to watch it together...

We cried throughout the whole ending. The story is now stuck in my head. Definitely the best romantic movie I've ever watched so far. It's hilariously funny and yet so full of emotion as well. The movie is titled "A little thing called love" or "Crazy little thing called Love". The hero and heroin is both wonderful. I laugh a lot when watching this movie. it really reminds me of my schooling years

 

For the plot, you can google it. I got this from http://asianmediawiki.com/A_Little_Thing_Called_Love. First Love (A Little Thing Called Love) (Thai: Sing leklek Tee reak wa... Rak), better known as Crazy Little Thing Called Love, is a 2010 Thai romantic comedy film. Anyhow, The story evolves around an ordinary 14 year old girl named Nam, (played by the lovely Pimchanok Lerwisetpibol) who, is unattractive or in simple terms...ugly. But she's always been secretly in love with an older guy in grade 10 called Chon (played by the good looking prince Mario Maurer) , the most popular student in high-school. He's hot, perfect and generous, and that's what makes girls go crazy about him, including Nam too. But she doesn't give up easily. She tries to do everything to make her get noticed by the boy she loves, in the hope of him turning around to look at her just one more time....

Fuuuu~~~ now i wish i turn back time and go back to school again(-____-)..but, i have had my fare of share(-.-,) give other kids a chance. The song i posted below is one of the OST of the movie and the lyrics really got me. I'm in love with the story as much as it is.  For others who have not yet seen this movie, i urge you guys to see it because it will never guarantee the feeling of boring but the opposite. Well that's all from me, till then dear readers, Wasalamu'Alaikum...=)

Here's the lyrics i found that is already translated in English...enjoy(-.-,)... 

~SOMEDAY~

I don’t know how much longer

That I have to put up with everything

I’ve been hiding all the truth inside my heart

Everytime we meet

Everytime you turn face to me

Though I look indifferent

Do you know how much i have to force myself?

Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?

But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know

Can you hear it?

My heart keeps waiting there for you

Waiting for you open it

and hope you will realize..

Someday

Though I love you

Though I feel

but deep down inside, I don’t dare to tell you

Everytime we meet

Everytime you turn face to me

Though I look indifferent

Do you know how much i have to force myself?

Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?

But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know

Can you hear it?

My heart keeps waiting there for you

Waiting for you open it

and hope you will realize..

Someday

Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?

But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know

Can you hear it?

My heart keeps waiting there for you

Waiting for you open it

And I hope you will realize

That this person loves you

Please I hope you will know

Someday

~A LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE OST~ 

Movie Review & Pics of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows pt 2

(This is a continuation from the previous entry)

Assalamu'alaikum and Good day everyone(^^,)

Now, from my point of view for the movie, its a thumbs up!!(O.<,)YEahh...The movie displayed many emotions particularly on Snape. Yup i do have to admit that i cried when i watched the movie. my rate for it is 8/10. My favourite part was during the battle of Hogwarts and Snape's memory. but i have to admit i'm more interested to the side of Snape. who would've thought? haha, i can totally understand his emotions for lily. Heck, if he's not too much consumed to the dark side( ala2 starwars lah pulak), Lily might have returned his love. Harry on the other hand would have had a different name? erk? not gonna happen. i like harry to have the potter name instead cause it sounds more promising..heheheee...

Another part is on Draco Malfoy. i could see that the character is very much stuck in between. Poor boy, he's got too much weight on his shoulders. Well, we all love him very much now do we? hehe..i know i do.

Another sad part for me to see was during the Battle of Hogwarts where the strike took place. many have died and injured from both sides, mainly students. As harry battles against voldemort, many of his allies and friends died. to name a few, The lovable twin weasly, Fred Weasly, Harry's ex-defense against the dark arts teacher, Remus Lupin and his wife Tonks. it was a hard sight to see. I love Fred Weasly, he is a joyful character as well as his twin George.
Neville was probably the most bravest characters throughout the entire story aside the trio. He even dare to fight voldemort himself and managed to destroy the last remaining Horucrux in which was Voldemort's pet snake, nagini.

In the end Harry managed to defeat voldemort and destroy the elder wand. The film ends with another shot coming from nineteen years later as our protagonist grew into a loving father of three children. James Sirius Potter, Albus Severus Potter and young Lily Luna Potter. By the way, he married Ginny Weasley. Ron and Hermione got their happy endings as they send their eldest daughter, Rose Weasly to the ever cool Hogwarts Express..I'm certainly gonna miss this story. it has been a good memory to remember. Good job to the Director David Yates for making this movie a good one as well as the members of the cast of Harry Potter...(^^,)

here a few pictures that i got in the internet about the movie(^^,) enjoy...

Inside Bellatix's Vault in search for the Horucrux



The arrival of the trio in Hogsmade



The search for Rowena Ravenclaw's lost diadem



Snape when seeing Harry in the Great Hall



Proffessor Mcgonagall battling snape in the Great Hall




Hogwarts students getting ready to defend the castle & ready for war



Draco a& friends outside of the Room of Requirements



The battle of Hogwarts



Ginny, Dean & Cho along with other students



Hogwarts in ruins



Ron and Mrs. Weasly mourns for the death of Fred



Dead body of Tonks & Remus



Snape and Harry seconds before his death



Snape's childhood memory with Lily



Snape's patronus symbolizes a doe, the same as lily's patronus




Harry being hit by the killing curse conjured by Voldemort



Everyone upon the anouncment of Harry's death



Neville stood up against Voldemort & the death eaters




The battle continues from Harry's awakening
Mrs. Weasly fought with Bellatrix Lestrange as she tries to harm Ginny



Harry trying to reach his wand



The last battle between Harry & Voldemort




Harry & Ginny 19 Years later



Albus Severus Potter

Well that is all folks..=) Insya'Allah, i'll try to update soon after my examination..hehe till then dear readers(^_^)..Wasalamu'alaikum...