Crazy isn't it? .... or is the definition of crazy might just mean something else here? Hmm... I don't know... I can't tell... Can you actually fall for someone at first sight?
As the story goes... You met this person at an unlikely place to think that you can find love but yet again there you are.... with them.
I guess being attracted to someone and being in love with someone are two separate things. When liking someone, you feel happy and calm upon seeing them. like a friend for example. But, when you're attracted to someone, the feelings are a bit mixed up like something you never could think of. Yes, it made you cannot think straight.
I don't want to call it love though because this kind of thing is complicated. For some unknown reason, you found yourself attracted to them. Whatever they do seems to be attractive in your eyes. You're attracted to their sense of humor, their beautiful personality. The way they treat others, the way they treat you.
Then comes the getting to know part. You want to know everything about the person you're attracted to. What they do during their past time, their hobbies and all that. Now here's something unusual can kick in. If you're a hardcore stalker to the bones, then its better for you to stop or things can get ugly. But if it's for the sake of getting to know them, then i guess its okay to move on.
Oh, then you suddenly found out that their preferences matched yours!.... rather perfect actually. As you sit in one corner of the bed thinking (while staring at the ceiling or walls whatever counts) should you go and make your move? You always try to at least strike up a conversation. one word or two is fine. You wanted to be their friend. that was enough. You try to avoid being seen smiling like an idiot when in their presence (even if they don't notice you being there).
Then, reality kicks in saying that a person like you will never be able to fit in with those type of person.... No, no. There's completely nothing wrong with you whatsoever. its just that... you think too much plus you started to lose your confidence much to your displeasure but then again you did lose your confidence. And so, in the end opportunity slips away from your fingers.
Oh, well... in life there are times we are lucky and there are times where we'll end up the worst down the list of shame. In the end, you decided to forget and move on.... and so love slips away...
... 2 years passed ...
The fact that you still can't forget about them... does it mean that you actually falling for them?... for real?... What should you do? you asked. Should you go halfway across the world and find this person back... or continue your life the way it is now?
You don't have the answer... Your heart says go but your mind says no... You don't really know... You feel like crying because... you miss them. yeah... you started to miss them. literally like all the time... Still... you found yourself cannot do anything about it. in the end you only ended up missing them from afar...
The only thing that keeps you holding on to this love of yours is through your prayers...
If the love between you is meant to be...
love will find its way back to you.
no matter how far two people are separated,
if its meant to be...
they will be together again...
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