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Assalamu'Alaikum & good day dear readers(-.-,)...

First of all, I apologize for not updating. Its been a while and my time to be busy has just begun. Assignments have already flooded me and its not an easy one to finish. Especially if it concerns calculations. Yep, I admit that i'm a little poor on that side but nonetheless, i love the subject. =) Its fun!.

Last week and this week i receive news from my ECO120 lecturer that she will be leaving soon. I had so much fun learning from her and it pains me to see her leave. This our class also receive news from my ACC100 lecturer that he'll be leaving as well. I also had fun learning with him. The way both lecturers teach is one thing. My concern is how will our class adapt to the new lecturers. I thank Allah Taa'la very much for all the blessings of knowledge that he gave to me. Alhamdulillah, learning accounting and economics have been smooth lately. I use to hate the subject and now, with the help of my current lecturer, things are better.

Learning has become a little uncomfortable these days. Not because of the subject but the new lecturer...well, the way he speaks makes me yawn...seriously. Most of us in class tried to stay awake in his presence but ended up with our eyes half closed. I respect him very much but come on, please make learning more interesting. Sometimes, failure is not only occurs because of not paying attention in class but how the person teaches also affects the marks.

If things keep up like this at this rate, I'll be seeing ACC100 again next semester. NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (NOT GOING TO HAPPEN)

Well, that's all the ramblings that i can jot down for this post....

Wasalam....

Salam Ramadhan...

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good Day dear readers(^_^)...

For starters, please forgive me for not updating for so long. I've been busy lately due to studying. Even though its only two subject, the learning itself is hard and intense. I do not want to repeat anymore and that is why i have to struggle to complete it all. Alhamdulillah, the learning in class is more steady. I dare not to say it too much or else. I'm thankful for Allah S.W.T for everything. Most of my revisions and studying becomes a bit lighter compare to last semester. My lecturer is a strict one. I like that. It gives a person to be more discipline and more importantly, self-control.

I have one sad news as well. My friend's father had passed away this week. I pray to Allah that may He blessed my friend's father's soul. May he be among the pious people. Al-Fatihah....

There is not much things to say. My view here in campus is still the same as usual but rather quiet. My sister and cousin, had just finished their semester and is currently enjoying their holiday. I on the other hand experience the opposite. No matter, I'll finish my semester soon too anyways, Insya'Allah. Usually I'll be in my sister's room right now but because i have no hostel room i am forced to spend my time around and around the campus. I don't mind really but what i do mind is why on earth the university enrolled so many students. Its not that i am against it but please, pity those who came from other countries and cannot get a room at the hostel. I feel like i want to build a tent in the middle of the football field right this instant. (T_T)...

I want to rent a room outside of campus but the fee is just too much. Plus, i have enough financial problems to deal with. All i can do is be patience. Moreover, the month of Ramadhan will come in three days time now. I am so looking forward to it (O.O,). Speaking of Ramadhan, i missed my friends whom i use to have my iftar with. Those were the wonderful days. Now, it seems my Ramadhan gotten a little somber. My grandparents along with my aunt and her family will be going to perform their Umrah soon and they will not be back until the end of Hari Raya Aidil Fitri....


Looks like it will only be me and my family then. Its so quiet....This may be my first Ramadhan and Hari Raya without my grandparents with me. Usually, during the festive holidays, on the first day or Raya, our family would gather at the main house. The elders and grown ups would gather at the living room and all the grandchildren would seek forgiveness from each other. The small kids get a green packet which has money in them. I am no exception..hehe. After than we will gather for a family photo.... To think that we'll be missing those traditions....but i believe Allah has more plans for all of us more than we have plans for ourselves. I wish my grandparents, my aunt and her family a safe journey. 


I finished a drawing that my supervisor back at the department where i had my practical. I'll be colouring them soon and will email it to her before the first day of Ramadhan. I missed them all. I missed my station, the pantry where i use to have tea, I missed the view photostat machine(erk? hehe...) No worries, Insya'Allah, if Allah S.W.T wills it, I'll be back again. I so want to finish everything. No rush dear one...no rush. Just let everything go with the flow....


I'm rather surprised plus curious that our lecturer did not call us like last year when we were asked to make our resume as they will post them to the selected organization like usual. Perhaps later...maybe. I try not to worry too much about things. I'm going to focus more on my studies from now. Its a long road ahead. I'm no longer afraid of things. In Allah Taa'la i trust and only to Him i place my faith into...May the journey ahead brings more of His blessings to all of us.

Lastly, i want to wish all my dear muslim brothers and sisters of whom i love because of Allah S.W.T, Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan !(^_^) May Allah Taa'la bless us all during this month. There are a lot of good things and try to gain as much deeds and knowledge as we can during this month. Perbanyakan doa dan muhasabah diri jugak ye...


Here is a few warm ups that you can do before and during Ramadhan month:

This is not only useful for Ramadhan month only but you can apply it in your daily life as well. X kan nak jadi muslim yang alang-alang kan?..:)
 
Till then dear readers....

Wasalamu'Alaikum...

Practical Training...Supp Paper & the list goes on

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good Day dear readers...(-_-)....

This post is going to be a bit long as it will cover some of the things that happened in a while....

It has been a dream of mine to finish my diploma ever since i started this course. But Alas, Allah has more plans for me than i had for myself. In fact, i almost lose hope like things were never meant to be...Who am i to judge what is going to happen and who am i to defy. O Allah, please forgive me for all the past sins that i have done for your blessings is the only thing i seek....

Last week, I was so worried regarding my supplementary examination result was not yet out. This is because if my supp paper result did not turn out like it seems, i have to go back to campus to repeat another semester. I MOST DEFINITELY CANNOT TAKE THAT!!!! Either way, i want to end this...i really, really do. Too long i have been stuck in a cage (Campus). I call it a cage because it suits the title. I never really had a good university life...much.

Back to the story, when i called my lecturer and inform her my problems, she told me to just go to the organization and go for practical training. I did as i was told even with a worried heart. What will become of me there? the dreadful thing that i was thinking i hope not to make any mistake on my first day. I arrived around 7:30. I had to wait for a while until my friend came so that wee can go to report ourselves together. The place where i applied is the place where my grandfather used to work. I sort of followed in his footsteps. Me and a friend of mine report ourselves at the Human Resource Department. My friend got the post at the Higher Education Department  which is at level one and I was placed at the Quality & Practical Department, that's on level 2 of the building. 

This is the compartment where i sit. To tell you the truth..i missed it dearly...

We were given a tour around the building and then we went to our designate department. My Department was probably the happiest place where I've ever worked. The whole level was like a one big department. Besides the Quality Department, there was also the Human Resource, Financial and Public Sector & Corporate department on level 2. The boss office is in front while the workers have their own compartment. I was placed at the end of the room. To my surprise, my table was the only one facing behind unlike the others. That compartment of mine was very near to the pantry and the exit door. (Between you and me, I love my place very much). In front of me was a photostat machine. behind me was Mr. Jeff and on my left was Mr. Nizam. In front of him was Kak Mim. On my first day, i did not know exactly what i was suppose to do.

Luckily, Kak mim, one of the workers kindly show how things are handle here in the office. I got along well with the others. It felt nice to have companions once in a while. I'm not the type of person that concerns myself with people much since I've always been much of a recluse. But its practical training, i have to cast that lone ranger attitude and start mix with others. Kak Mim is one of the Quality and Practical Department workers including, abg nazriq, and Kak Qam. My supervisor is Puan Intan. My first impression on her, who is this beautiful lady? really, i cannot believe she is a mother of two and 35 to boot!((O_O))...wow. Next to us is the Public and Corporate Department headed by a senior who was once in the same university as i am. The people in the office were very nice and wonderful indeed & i enjoyed my time there.:D

Alas, What happen is the will of Allah and only He alone is able to make miracles happen.Whatever happens, i was thankful for it....Alhamdulillah...Truly...deep in my tiny heart...I am truly incandescently happy and content to Allah S.W.T for everything. For the first time in my life, I felt myself having another reason to move forward once more. This is something that i like to call happiness of a dream.

One thing i know though, All these years, I never stopped praying.... I always pray to Allah S.W.T that may one day we meet again.  

Everything happens is the will of Allah S.W.T. and they each have their own purpose. I believe, our meeting again has its purpose too. Alas, i was caught with the flow of time and my supplementary paper, well, i failed. Due to that, i have to go back to campus and repeat another semester. Only Allah S.W.T knows how much it broke and tore my heart to pieces. There were times i felt like quitting but....i have a dream!!

I got this far already and i want to end this. I don't want to cry or weep about how dull and stupid i am. I'll turn this problem into an opportunity to fix myself. I'm going to be better because i don't want to give up.This is Allah S.W.T trial for me and everything happen has its reason. I think its a blessing because, He wants me to realize that there is more that meets the eye. He made me realize that I still have hope to repent and a chance to improve myself even more. I'm so thankful of His blessings. This is not a defeat nor is it the end. its something that i like to call adventure of another beginning....until time stops for me, my only wish is...that may Allah S.W.T bless me in everything I do..Amin...:)


Back to the story, I went back to the office to hand in my badge. I told my supervisor about my exam result  and they were quite shock actually since it was hard to let me go. I told them, it's alright, I'll be back again. Insya'ALLAH.... I have yet to experience a lot of things in that organization and working has never been this wonderful. I'll be back in the middle of November this year to pursue back my practical training at the same organization. It's not goodbye. I also have yet to draw a portrait of my supervisor's family that i promised her. I'll do that later :D..Plus, i also accepted a challenge from one of my colleagues that I'll loose 10 kg and come back looking healthy & slim...(Alright, I accept that challenge!!)


Insya'ALLAH, if Allah S.W.T wills it...we will meet again...So near yet so far....but at least Allah S.W.T has given me hope & something to believe in. 
For Allah S.W.T i leave you for a while. The love that has blossomed inside my heart is a gift from Allah. S.W.T and with that I'll cherish it so that it will not get tarnished by laziness, idle, and the evil whispers of the syaitan & nafsu to bring me down. I do not want to idolize my love for you too much because its your Creator to whom that I should love more. I have a dream and with that, i want to achieve it so that one day, when i am ready, i can reach out to you. If it is our destiny,...then, i leave you in the care of Allah S.W.T. May Allah S.W.T bless our destiny together and our meeting one day. All in all, Put Our Trust In Allah S.W.T. for He is the best planner for all the provisions that we will face from here on..

"Ya Allah, jikalau dia milikku, maka tautkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku keranaMu. Jika dia bukan milikku, damaikanlah hati kami dengan segala ketentuanMu..."

till then dear readers..

Wasalamu'Alaikum...

Counting the days...

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good Day dear readers (^_^)...

In a matter of few days i'll be going for my practical training. (((O_O))). You can say that the tension does run high inside of me day by day. But, Insya'ALLAH i can overcome all obstacle.

The only thing that bothers me is i cant access my student portal (>.<) due to wrong email. They sent the email verification to a wrong email which does not even exist (My guess typing error). I contact a junior of mine who will be going for practical training in the same place as i am and she'll be contacting me again sometime this week to discuss the plan. I was hoping to go there with her...I hate going to an unknown place alone. Hey, its better to go with a company that none.

The company that i will be working during practical training happens to be where my grandfather use to work. The reason i chose that place? well....first, when i write my resume the last few months, that happens to be the first one among all the other lists of company choice to where i want to work and second....its a secret.that carries deeper meaning in which only me and Allah knows. A hint, most of it had to do with family.

The only thing that stands between me and that place is going to be the result of my supplementary exams. It's not out yet but i think the student academic affairs will post it to us next week. Even my lecturer is not sure of the exact dates because its complicated. This month is also the month of new student arrivals and a new semester so everyone in campus is busy with the freshies@freshman (first years) orientation week. My sister has three more weeks left before her final exams. I wish her and all her friends success.

I pray to Allah that may all goes well and I pass my supplementary exam. I get easily agitated as days goes by....I know I'm not as academically excel like other members of my family but i am learning. Whatever happens after this, I'll be content with Allah's will. What happens is all according to his will and one must learn to accept. There are things of what you think is good for you may not always be the best for you. What you hate sometimes are not always that bad for you. That is something that we have to dig deep within ourselves. We are given brains to think of what is right and what is wrong.

well enough said for me. Pray for me that may i pass the supplementary exams(>.<). I can't stand another semester in campus. I also want to be like everyone and move on with their lives, huuhuhuhuu....

that's all from me to you dear readers. I'll update on you guys soon. Oh, I almost forgot. Regarding for practical training, I'll be posting often. This is mainly because i may need to update on what i will do in the office plus to keep track of records..:) Life is an adventure and full of surprises especially encountering the things that are new to you. Yosh!! Gambatte!!..till then dear readers...

Wasalamu'Alaikum Warahmatullah...:)

Note: the picture below is a courtesy from a facebook friend. All credits goes to them. Job well done!!=D

UiTM's 76th Graduation day!!!

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good day every one(^_^)!!!

On the 16th May 2012 was a memorable day for all the graduating students from UiTM samarahan campus. That day marks the 76th UiTM Convocation Ceremony My sister was no exception. I'm so very2 proud of her!! Congratulations to all graduates. I'll let the pictures do all the talking since they can portray many thousands and thousands of meaning...=D

My sister's Mortarboard and Graduation robe. They have ranking system for the graduation robe apparently. This robe is for the diploma students, but for the degree as well as PhD level, they have different design.

 The graduates came out of the hall after the reception was over

The Students who got the ANC award (Dean's List in every semester)

Our Office Management Girls!!!

The scene around Youth Floor

Of mothers and daughters

My sister and her roommate plus classmate and course mate

The four tomodachi!!

Farisha's Graduation Bear =D...

My twin sister on her graduation day..=D

Congratulations to my sister, my friends and all the graduates who graduated this day. Insya'ALLAH next will be my turn (O.^,)...

That's all from me right now. I will update to you soon. till then dear readers 

Wasalamu'Alaikum warahmatullah...=D

As days goes by...

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good Day dear readers..\(^_^)/...

The month of may is here and this month also happens to be the month of graduation for the students in my university. My sister will be graduating very soon and i have no idea what to give her on her graduation day...I'm all out of ideas actually..((O_O))

But my only concern is whether i can make it on time for her graduation or not because i just receive notification from my lecturer and the student affairs department that the date of the supplementary examination will be on the 14, 15 and 16!! 16th May is the day of the graduation! I do hope i have no examinations during that day since I have everything well prepare already for my sister's graduation.

While the examination is near, I have little time to blog really. Insya'ALLAH, after this i have spare time before the new semester starts. My heart beats uncommonly fast and I do feel uneasy whenever i think of the upcoming practical training. My only hope is i really, really pray that i will pass the examination. I cannot afford to go practical training inside campus. It will be boring since i've spent the last four years there...been there done that and don't want to undergo the same thing all over again. Here i mean class. Don't get me wrong...I don't hate going to class. In fact, to be honest i truly love it. But, 4 years is enough and i hope to continue my degree after all of this is over. Insya'ALLAH...=)

I believe that Allah S.W.T has plans for me more than i have for myself. Hey, at least i get to learn more things deeper and deeper. There are good ones and there are bad ones. Just like the verse from the Qur'an...

Allah SWT ada berfirman: …dan boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu, dan boleh jadi kamu suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Dan (ingatlah), Allah jualah Yang mengetahui (semuanya itu), sedang kamu tidak mengetahuinya. Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216.

Everything happens for a reason and we must never question to what Allah S.W.T has bestowed upon us. All that we can do is pray for the better and live our lives according to his wishes. These past few years has been bittersweet. But that is enough to make one grow. It does not matter who the are but in what ways that make them become who they are today...

I Praise to Allah S.W.T for everything. My life will never be complete without him with me. My mother always says always place your trust in Allah S.W.T and he will help you. I truly believe that....:) In many ways, I do believe everything will work out just fine..because i have Him by my side forever and always...

Whatever happens in the future, I just hope that everything will be fine. The working world is so new to me and there are probably others who are really good whether theoretically or practically. I pray to Allah S.W.T that whatever happens will be for the better and i hope i don't make a fool out of myself a lot. (>.<) I dread that...

My sister also advise me to always be humble and honest. Remember, when you are about to do something stupid or have ill intentions, when you think that no one will see you, think again. He is the All Seeing and He knows what lies in your very heart. When trials came, greet it as a friend but never let it linger. Always try to find solutions to every problem because where there's a will, there will always be a way...

I guess i stop here for now. I'll be starting my practical training at the end of the month. Pray that may I pass my supplementary examination too..(^_^). till then dear readers!!!

Wasalamu'Alaikum...

Cheese In the Trap

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good day dear readers(^_^)....

Cheese In The Trap by Soon Ki

Today i'll be posting on one of my favourite stories. I've been following a manhwa (korean comic) title Cheese in The Trap by Soon Ki. I really love this manhwa and have been an avid reader since last year. To shorten things up let me lay out the synopsis to you....(Disclamer: I do not own the story. All rights goes to the artist itself).

Hong Sul

Yoo Jung

The story evolves around Hong Sul, a college student who is returning to school after taking a year off. The circumstances of her leave are not immediately clear, but they seem to have to do with an upperclassman, popular senior named Yoo Jung. Not only is he handsome but he has polite manners and is apparently rich. Although all the ladies in the university adores him only Sul did not develop such feelings.

Sul's reaction to Yoo Jung seems awkward at first and she seems to be the only one  immune to the charm that has managed to affect the others. But my guess, she'll end up loving him.. This story then goes through a series of flashbacks that get the main characters relationship progressed. I have to say, this comic really make me drawn into the human behavior and their characteristics. In the manhwa, it is also revealed Yoo Jung had once been cold to her and he also seemed to actively ignore any of Sul's attempts to be friendly. A year after she left the university he gradually becomes friendly.

The first chapter of the story was when sul met a fortune teller that tells her about her fortune. It seems to be her fortune will go bad continuously till next year. after that is at a restaurant where Sul and his friends were having a party and he arrives late. He is popular and loved by the other students, treating them all with apparent kindness. As the night wears on, everyone gets pretty crazy drunk, and Sul goes outside to get a breather. While she's there, she notices Yoo Jung speaking on his phone, telling to whomever he's speaking that they're all "indecent." In other words, his behavior with the group wasn't truthful at all.After a series of flashbacks and problems sul decided to take a year leave from studying.. Sul however suspects that there is definitely something fishy...(want to know more? let's read the comics to find out..;)

Throughout the flashbacks, It occur to me that Yoo Jung is not what he seems to be. The aura that he gives is simply to me, frightening because we do not know what he is thinking and that is on top, scary (o_o). my conclusion,  It seems that something that Jung did made her to take a study leave. 

A year after that, Sul returns to the university in hope to start a fresh new life but...it turns out not what she expect it to be....(((o_o'')))....!!Erk!!

XD...I actually found this pic rather funny..(Sul's Inner thoughts...Say What?!!)

And it's when he gets friendly that things get weird for Sul. Their budding relationship, or at least Yoo Jung's interest in Sul, spreads rumors at school, especially among Yoo Jung's female admirers. When Sul tries to quell the jealousy of one girl, with Sul firmly stating that she has no interest in Yoo Jung, Yoo Jung happens to pop in, reigniting the girl's anger just as Sul was getting through to her. Situations like that should just seem coincidental on their own, but the issue is that they keep happening. And since Yoo Jung isn't really doing too much beyond popping in at suspiciously inopportune moments, Sul has no evidence that anything strange is truly going on. There are also her moments of pure intuition, the times when she feels that there's something really off about Yoo Jung, but that's not exactly what you'd call solid evidence either.

This part is really funny when sul goes back home and wanted to change her class..XD...Argh! there's no way she can escape. just like a cheese in a trap!!

 While there are hints of romance and speculations, This manhwa is definitely interesting and lighthearted and that's what makes the carefully scripted suspense all the more interesting, at times even thrilling. While there are the past and present chapter, marked by white and black backgrounds respectively, both move in time at seemingly different rates, or don't follow a clear order. As the past narrative is necessarily fragmented to facilitate the mystery of the story, it's sometimes hard to know just when certain past events happened in relation to the present narrative, or even with each other. Perhaps this fragmented method is more effective if you're reading the comic from week to week, even if it can be difficult to follow at times. Overall, the story is the best one yet and i hope they will do a drama about it(o.o,)...

Here are the related characters besides these two. You may be wondering who is the blond guy in the first picture. Well, you have to read the story in order to know who it is...he is also one of my favourite characters. SPOILER ALERT!! he has something to do with Jung's past..(O_O)...and he seems to be interested with our dear sul. I also added a few pictures from the manhwa..enjoy.. ;)

Who Is he? (>.O,)...

This woman seems to have connections with Jung and the guy above...( HINT = she is an admire of Jung)

What happened? more suspense! ((((O_O)))....

Cheese In The Trap Character Guide

Is this a confession?!!

Here are the url where you can follow up the chapters of this story...

Cheese in the trap webtoon live (Naver)

Here is where you can follow up the discussions, forums and summaries(^_^)..

Cheese in the trap Webtoon live forum

till then dear readers...Wasalam....;)