Assalamualaikum & Good Day everyone....
First of all I'm so sorry for not posting anything for the last few month. I've been very busy and hell yeah things does not look good from where i stand. Alhamdulillah, everything is over but....next week will begin the new semester for us degree student here.
So far, i'm not looking forward for the new semester since my examination result did not turn out well....hurmmm... i can't argue with that because a lot has going on. Plus, to add to my misery, family problems chipped in during my final examination. I don't want to talk about it because every time I'm reminded of it my blood boils so much that i could feel my heart's about to burst in anger.
I do have to say, I am grateful for one thing though. At least i get to have a roof on top of my head later... i hope. My situation since the last couple of month is a bit tough. My house was invested by some unwanted beings and to add the potpourri, a little bit 'hal ehwal rumah tangga' occurs too. The situation got bad and it left me and my family retreating to my grandparents house for safety. So, now i'm, let's just say temporary homeless... I just hope i can get a room at the hostel next week... i really, really need it.... I can't stand being here any longer....
I miss my old house at the kampung so much. My father refuse to fix it (which add to my rebel) and said that it's better to live here instead. It's not that i don't like staying at my grandparent's house but.... if it means being treated like trash by your own family then its better to go. Why stay when people don't want you to be there in the first place?
I tried... tried to put up with everything in that household. Really... But if there's no cooperation among each other then its no more miss nice girl!
I'd stop here. I'll write soon.... I just need a moment to calm myself down...
till then dear readers...
wasalam...
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