Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Salam Ramadhan...

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good Day dear readers(^_^)...

For starters, please forgive me for not updating for so long. I've been busy lately due to studying. Even though its only two subject, the learning itself is hard and intense. I do not want to repeat anymore and that is why i have to struggle to complete it all. Alhamdulillah, the learning in class is more steady. I dare not to say it too much or else. I'm thankful for Allah S.W.T for everything. Most of my revisions and studying becomes a bit lighter compare to last semester. My lecturer is a strict one. I like that. It gives a person to be more discipline and more importantly, self-control.

I have one sad news as well. My friend's father had passed away this week. I pray to Allah that may He blessed my friend's father's soul. May he be among the pious people. Al-Fatihah....

There is not much things to say. My view here in campus is still the same as usual but rather quiet. My sister and cousin, had just finished their semester and is currently enjoying their holiday. I on the other hand experience the opposite. No matter, I'll finish my semester soon too anyways, Insya'Allah. Usually I'll be in my sister's room right now but because i have no hostel room i am forced to spend my time around and around the campus. I don't mind really but what i do mind is why on earth the university enrolled so many students. Its not that i am against it but please, pity those who came from other countries and cannot get a room at the hostel. I feel like i want to build a tent in the middle of the football field right this instant. (T_T)...

I want to rent a room outside of campus but the fee is just too much. Plus, i have enough financial problems to deal with. All i can do is be patience. Moreover, the month of Ramadhan will come in three days time now. I am so looking forward to it (O.O,). Speaking of Ramadhan, i missed my friends whom i use to have my iftar with. Those were the wonderful days. Now, it seems my Ramadhan gotten a little somber. My grandparents along with my aunt and her family will be going to perform their Umrah soon and they will not be back until the end of Hari Raya Aidil Fitri....


Looks like it will only be me and my family then. Its so quiet....This may be my first Ramadhan and Hari Raya without my grandparents with me. Usually, during the festive holidays, on the first day or Raya, our family would gather at the main house. The elders and grown ups would gather at the living room and all the grandchildren would seek forgiveness from each other. The small kids get a green packet which has money in them. I am no exception..hehe. After than we will gather for a family photo.... To think that we'll be missing those traditions....but i believe Allah has more plans for all of us more than we have plans for ourselves. I wish my grandparents, my aunt and her family a safe journey. 


I finished a drawing that my supervisor back at the department where i had my practical. I'll be colouring them soon and will email it to her before the first day of Ramadhan. I missed them all. I missed my station, the pantry where i use to have tea, I missed the view photostat machine(erk? hehe...) No worries, Insya'Allah, if Allah S.W.T wills it, I'll be back again. I so want to finish everything. No rush dear one...no rush. Just let everything go with the flow....


I'm rather surprised plus curious that our lecturer did not call us like last year when we were asked to make our resume as they will post them to the selected organization like usual. Perhaps later...maybe. I try not to worry too much about things. I'm going to focus more on my studies from now. Its a long road ahead. I'm no longer afraid of things. In Allah Taa'la i trust and only to Him i place my faith into...May the journey ahead brings more of His blessings to all of us.


Lastly, i want to wish all my dear muslim brothers and sisters of whom i love because of Allah S.W.T, Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan !(^_^) May Allah Taa'la bless us all during this month. There are a lot of good things and try to gain as much deeds and knowledge as we can during this month. Perbanyakan doa dan muhasabah diri jugak ye...


Here is a few warm ups that you can do before and during Ramadhan month:




This is not only useful for Ramadhan month only but you can apply it in your daily life as well. X kan nak jadi muslim yang alang-alang kan?..:)
 
Till then dear readers....




Wasalamu'Alaikum...