2011, the memories & life....

 Assalamu'Alaikum & Good day to everyone(^_^)

Alhamdulillah, Another year is about to leave us and thus we're about to welcome a new year....So, what past events have i learned so far?...plenty....2011 is one the years that holds many experience to me. Well, there are those days when you just want to forget it all and wished that it never happen and there are days that gives smile on your face. Yeah, i get that a lot too. But hey, Life is an experience and without it we can never go far....

My life so far during this year does have many ups and downs but that is the part that makes me for who i am today. From the beginning until now, I still believe that its not enough. I still have a lot to learn and explore. Like this year, I manage to experience many things.

For what its worth, I'm glad and content for everything. I experience many things, like on how to organize events, make my own business plan, heck, even being a nurse!(in which is not in my field at all! but, yeah, I do love to explore the medical world sometimes) There's a story behind the bracket up there actually....This year alone, I've lost count on how many times I try to save peoples lives. I was walking back to my hostel from a meeting actually. That's the time when i saw someone needed help. I came to their aid and it turns out that the girl fainted because of hysteria. some passersby just walk away upon hearing that word. When a person needs help, we as a human being should offer a helping hand (depends on the problem of course, if it can be help we can lend a helping hand, but if it is leading towards bad things, then, better be best not to help it at all). Anyways, i had experience once on how to wake a fainted person so i use that to help them to wake the girl up. With the lafaz Bismillahirahmanirahim, i manage to wake her up. Another one is when a team member of mine suffer period pain and could not stand up and was on the verge of unconscious. Me and my classmate help her to get her on her feet and go to the university clinic. because my classmate had a short test that time, i offered to stay with my friend as I cannot leave her behind. I dont know, but i do have a thing for healing. All of a sudden i miss the hospital...Earlier in the end of june, i took care of my grandmother, twice, and i never find it hard...i found it to be fun. When else will you have time to spare with your loved ones? you'll be amazed to what you can share with them as well as getting along. My family did tell me to make nursing as my next field of study...huhuhu...we'll see about that. 

Another experience i had was working as a team. hohohohoho...yeah, some people are the best and some are the baddest git...but, as they say, keep your friends close but your enemies closer. I had a few experience in dealing with all kinds of people. Its a good thing though, it kinda broads up your mind to know the real side of the world. I guess there are things that is best to be kept rather than change but slowly, it will change by itself. Earlier this year i got a chance to organize an event and manage to landed the role of the VP. From here, i learn a lot...there is one person though in my team, I know many of our class disagree with her very much. As the VP i can't deal with it much because there is more things that are needed to be done rather than worried about personal matters. So, i advise them don't bother to what people say, they're just mean because they think they are great. The problem got a little off hand and someone has to make a move to clear the argument up. Me and the president do all that we can to keep the group together. Alhamdulillah, thank goodness we manage to overcome that obstacle. Lesson learned here is that you have to always try to take some time to understand the situation and DO NOT always jump to conclusion. In the end, your team members is the only ones you've got to help you to finish the job. Another thing is, If the task is appointed to you, do not procrastinate. even if the due date is still far away, at least try to finish the job. Don't give the task to someone else and, by all means, try not to burden anyone. They have work too you know.... You can ask for help but, only if you truly need it and if people offer to help you, accept it (depends on how big the tasks are but if it's still minor there is no need for it)

From these experience, I've experience many things. So....My wish for next year??.....maybe to loose some weight (always the same wish..hehehehehee)....or try to at least finish my diploma as soon as possible before i move on with my next target in life...

Doaku, harapanku semoga semua impian dan harapan untuk tahun hadapan dapat dicapai....Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa-dosa kami, dosa kedua ibubapa kami. Kasihanilah ibubapa kami seperti mana mereka mengasihani kami sewaktu kecil. Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim, Semoga tahun hadapan Engkau perkenankan segala semua urusan kami dan bimbingkanlah kami kejalan kebenaranMu...Sentiasalah pelihara solat kami, hati kami, pandangan kami, telinga kami dan keseluruhnya agar ia tidak dicemari segala yang boleh membawa kepada kemurkaanMu Ya Allah...jauhkanlah kami dan lindungilah dari segala hasutan syaitan dan hawa nafsu kami. Peliharalah agama yang ada pada diri kami agar segala ajaran dari Mu Ya Allah akan kami teladani sampailah nyawa kami meninggalkan jasad kami. Ya Allah, jodohkanlah kami dengan orang yang mencintaiku semuanya keranaMu...Jikalau hati kami tidak bersatu, maka redha dan damaikanlah hati kami agar sentiasa mencintaiMu....amin....

Well, that's all that i can update for now...I'll be going back to campus next week...Anyways, I wish everyone have a blessed  new year and May Allah bless all of you....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! (^_^)v.....till then dear readers...

Wasalamu'Alaikum...

Dear December...

Assalamu'Alaikum & Good day everyone...(^_^)

Alhamdulillah, Syukur kepada Allah yang dapat juagk Ana belog sekali lagi. Lama sangat da ana nih menyepi. Not because of laziness but many things had happened within the past few weeks. Pejam celik pejam celik dah masok bulan December. On November, our family had lost someone dear to us. Sad to say, My cousin passed away due to bone cancer. Even till now, it still feels like she was here with us..but alas, Allah loves her more than we do. Food for thought... Hidup hanya sekali, manfaatkanlah ia dengan sebaik2nya..Jalanilah hidup kita berpandukan agama & Insya'Allah, kita akan selamat..beruntung bagi mereka yang benar2 pandai berfikir...

Ana berdoa semoga Allah sentiasa mencucuri rahmat buat sepupu ana & moga2 dia ditempatkan bersama2 para muslim soleh dan solehah...Al-Fatihah...

Other than that, Gear up everyone! A new Term begins and no more holidays for me...huhuhuhuhuuu

As i set my foot there...the aura of the place seems different...the place seems to be more quiet than before (though there are many noises all around) I missed all the familiar faces that once walked the hallways and around the campus.. :'( I admit that its not easy being an extended student but yes, there are sometimes when good things happen and vice versa....I'm a slow learner but Alhamdulillah, i manage to get through some of the worst part of higher learning...next step is to finish the last four remaining subjects. Two of the subjects is, much to my dismay (added bonus) as well as the senior , (once took the subject ended up repeating) sigh might be the challenging part. 

ECO120 (Principle of Economics)

ACC100 (Business Accounting)

these two subject is what they deemed as the "KILLER SUBJECT". At first, i was so skeptical of it but one of the subject above made me found the joy of numbers...I prefer Accounting rather than Economics. Probably because i think its much more easier compare to economics that keeps on changing and confusing...Other than these two subjects, i also took Entrepreneurship (ENT300) and Office Application (OMT255). 

ETR300 is more towards like forming your own company, making business plans and starting a business. We are divided into groups that consist of five people headed by the General Manager. Then comes the Administrative Manager, Financial Manager followed by Marketing Manager and Operation Manager.

This subject is tough and it has to be done very clearly from A to Z. If you do not choose the right members, it can mean big problem. This subject requires us to not only physically and mentally prepare but the most important part is Teamwork...As i observe from each and everyone...am i dealing with kids or adults?(SIGH) Anyways, Our group decided to go for the business "House of Porridge". My sister says that being in the food business we have to be very careful. I just hope my team realizes this before its too late. Oh i'm not worried, they are good people but sometimes their ideas might be too old and nonsense. As the General Manager, I believe we can make it!!! (actually, I was suppose to be the Marketing Manager but a junior wanted to switch position with me because she's was afraid to be called to the front line....)(More Sigh from me....) Whatever the case is, i'm not afraid.. Our Prophet Muhammad S.A.W is a great example how an entrepreneur should be. Insya'Allah, everything will be fine if we believe in ourselves. 

Besides that, Nothing beats the start of new semester than room problems..As usual, the college cannot support rooms for some students because the degree students are still in campus. As a result, me and mu friend is stuck with no room but we do manage to bunk in with some of our friends though. Three weeks of waiting, my patience have finally paid off. Alhamdulillah, Praise to Allah for his blessings that he had blessed upon me. During start of semester, i sent an appeal letter to the administration. Alhamdulillah, i manage to get one.The best part is, this is my last semester before i go for my practical training. When i was a part one student, i've been placed at a hostel of Serapi. I stayed there until i was a part six student. when i became an extended student, the hostel accomodation was no more. So, i bunk in with a friend of mine. I am thankful to the hostel administration for allowing us (illeagal student, that's what they call students who has no room in the hostel) to bunk in at our friends room. this is due to the intake of many students for that semester but i hear that they are starting to use that technique now. This is to make the student life a little easier, especially to those who live outside of the country such as Peninsular Malaysia, Sabah, Miri, and even from the rural areas as well as other students from other divisions of the country.

I left Serapi for almost one semester and i'm very thankful to Allah for letting to come back to my beloved Serapi Hostel.:)))  I grew up there for three years of my diploma life and its like my second home.teheheheee.... Although Gading has many benefits but Serapi, to me has many deep meanings. Its a place where it all started and the place where i experience many parts of bitterness and sweetness of college life. Alhamdulillah....Praise to Allah....I'd like to thank my beloved mother for everything that she had done for me. if it not for her as well, i may be homeless. 

Ya Allah, Kasihanilah ibu bapa ku seperti mana mereka mengasihani kami dari kecil

...Rahmatilah mereka Ya Allah di dunia dan di akhirat nanti...amin....

I love my mother very much. though parents can sometimes get cross but its the way how they show that they care for us. No parents wants to see their children ended up as failures in their lives.... I promised my mother that i will finish my studies and so shall it be. Insya'ALLAH...My mother told me that if i wanted to help her i have to study. that is all. I'm so grateful to Allah for parents like my parents....:) 

Well, this is as far as i can get for now..Insya'ALLAH, i'll try to update more. Till then dear readers...Wasalamu'Alaikum...(^^,)